I really don't see the need to be here anymore..
I feel so used.. so manipulated..
Used when i'm needed.. ignored when i'm not..
people mixing emotions wif work.. affecting our relationship..
arghh.. this is so frustrating & getting ugly..
too ugly..
that's not hw i wana remember things to be..
i wish there was no stress..
i wish things were like few months back..
i wish.. i wish..
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wait..
am i being overly sensitive? am i over thinking things??
I noe everyone's busy, stress out & all those shit..
but it really hurts me so..
maybe i shouldn't take wat happened so seriously..
maybe i should just brush it off & let time heal the small contusion..
i noe i'm capable of that.. but sadly, i won't forget..
& i'm afraid things will change from this moment forth..
as much as i dread it, i doubt i'll see things in the same light as before..
i'm not vengeful.. i just remember.. very well..
(so many happy things that happened the past 2o days.. but this is wat affected me most. period)