Daily Rants...
Monday, April 28, 2008
4:41 PM
Sunday was a blast!!
Managed to convince & drag bogeh outta the house quite early then our usual Sunday meet up..
On our attempt to stay healthy (ahem ahem).. the plan was to go cycling at ECP..
Ubin is out cos most of our frens cant make it..(darn!) & so it was juz us two.. (feewittt!)
Suppose to meet at 10 but was invited to go over his place for breakfast..
Fish curry, chix & rice.. fuyohh!! (banyak nye nak lose weight. chet!!) - Tanx mummy for inviting.. tanx bogeh & aji for having br8fast wif me.. : )
Upon reaching ECP, we both stripped down to our shorts & rented our bikes..
Two full hours of cycling up & down east coast..
The cool breeze, the warm sun burning our skins..
With our mp3's plugged on our ears, it was a lovely ride around..
Later in the evening, went down to GrandLink for some screaming session.. It was fun! After a long time (i swear) of no Karaoke-ing, this session was much awaited for..
& yes bogeh.. u sing exist songs very well.. (*cross fingers*)
Met up the rest of the gang, mainly white & yathy, & aji & nana, at Al-Ameen.
Had a rather heavy & scrumptous dinner & enjoyed the luffter after not meeting up for quite a bit. All in all, these weekend is a blast!!
Cant wait for Sunday.. A surprise party planned by the evil family.. ehehe
Let ya noe later aite. toodles!!
Thursday, April 24, 2008
4:54 PM
I really don't see the need to be here anymore..
I feel so used.. so manipulated..
Used when i'm needed.. ignored when i'm not..
people mixing emotions wif work.. affecting our relationship..
arghh.. this is so frustrating & getting ugly..
too ugly..
that's not hw i wana remember things to be..
i wish there was no stress..
i wish things were like few months back..
i wish.. i wish..
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wait..
am i being overly sensitive? am i over thinking things??
I noe everyone's busy, stress out & all those shit..
but it really hurts me so..
maybe i shouldn't take wat happened so seriously..
maybe i should just brush it off & let time heal the small contusion..
i noe i'm capable of that.. but sadly, i won't forget..
& i'm afraid things will change from this moment forth..
as much as i dread it, i doubt i'll see things in the same light as before..
i'm not vengeful.. i just remember.. very well..
(so many happy things that happened the past 2o days.. but this is wat affected me most. period)
Friday, April 4, 2008
4:34 PM
Baik ah!! The weekend is omost here..
i can sssmmmmeeeelllll it!!
literally 20 minutes to weekend :)
such a long week for me. so many things to do. bapak is away for knee surgery & is already at home recovering. bt today he had to see d doc again due to allergies to pain killers.. poor bapak. I pray that u recover & come back soon & help me out solving the million & one qns teachers are throwing me!! HELP!!
so many of my fellow CCPEs have already tendered/will be tendering/tinking of tendering soon. so am i.. or should i wait till contract ends??? hmmm
this job aint that bad. It's juz that the job scope is TOOO Wide.. too wide that any damn thing can be thrown ur way.. & that is a hell alot of things!!
benefits? fuyoh.. its as good as nt having any benefits.
pay??? alamak.. dun even get us all started sia!!
searching for a job all over again.. i have 5 mths to look for it.. & hopefully, the new one has more career prospects. i wana further my studies bt i dunoe wat i wana major in. i dun wana make the same mistake again & end up nowhere. such a waste of time!! so many of us are in the same boat, yet we cant find sound solutions to our problems.. arrghh!!
tonite & this weekend will be cool. we're celebrating Baby D's 1st burfday!! yay!! no traditional cakes this year.. juz the 'in-trend' cupcakes & brownies. & guess hu's tasked to bake those.. MUA!!! YOURS TRULY!!
hahah & i do pray it tastes good..
so many games organized, so many prizes & sugar-filled goodie bags! it'll be a blast!!!
aite gtg.. time to make copies of winnie the pooh's coloring book. USING THE SCHOOL'S PHOTOCOPY MACHINE.. whahhahaha