It’s so hard living in the expectations of others. Obligations you need to fulfill & duties that you just gotta do.
On one hand, there’s the family to please and the other my love and my friends. With both hands occupied with other factors other than for myself, when do I actually get the time to do wat I want. Seriously.. ???
Does life always have to be about pleasing others and obtaining social approval, that wanting to do wat u want makes u self-centered, selfish?
Yes time management is the key to all my imbalances. But understanding from both parties is what I really want. To me being understood is the answer. The only answer, in fact
You not being able to enjoy doesn’t mean I gotta stop enjoying too.. I’m young, I need my freedom. & I need to break free to do wat I wana do.. fly wherever the wind brings me & not the perceived paths of others. I’m a rebel. But weren’t u?
I don’t know how to put things in a very subtle way. This is the only way I know how. To write it all down & hopefully someone understands me.
You are/were in my shoes. U should know exactly how I feel!!
At a young age where others couldn’t give a flying fuck about the world, I made huge sacrifices that only few knew. It was d hardest hit in life & I had to suck it all up. The darkest moments where I had to be there for them but yet i wonder if anyone was really there for me. A punishment for a mistake i didnt even commit..
Fuck! I cant take it anymore!!
This is my time. My time to do wateva I want. It disheartens me when others say I’m one sided.. Being with ‘one hand’ rather than the ‘other’.
When I try so hard to please one, the other would take it as tho I dun make enuf sacrifices…
Hello!! My time has always been about others. Never about me. So don’t u dare make remarks that i don’t make sacrifices.
Damn u!!
It’s this bottled up anger that makes me a bad person. & I HATE IT!
I know how to handle myself. Juz understand me. Please.. I beg u…
I ask for nothing more..
*Only Barney accompanies me in my lonely nites to sleep*
