Daily Rants...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Here fishy fishy fishy.... 1:36 AM
Memandangkan aku tak pooopeet poopeett pat sini for so long.. NAH!!! Let u'll drown in bof my entries.. yes these are rather stupid, damn bo liao entries.. i got nothing to complain about.. well... NOT juz as yet dat is... eheehehehhe
So i juz got back from a late dinner at Mak's Place in Kembangan wif d group... got back home.. n was so damn bloody shocked to see 1 of my fattest, biggest n oldest fish......
TERBALIK!!!
Oh tidak!! Mampus la aku.. 'Anak' mak aku yang ke brape pun aku tak tau.. ehhee terbalik woit!! Pas 2 terselit pat tepi lak.. waduh waduh.. GAWAT!!
Wahai Ibu ku yang jauh di Medinah, anak mama da kojol!! hehe (yesh ah! How i've been wanting to dump d fishes.. menyemak lak.. buang air je) hehe
But i swore dis fish died on it's own k? Hmmmmm... of old age?? i tink so la..
I washed d tank regularly, feed em dutifully... n yet u still die?? Ain't my fault ah.. i've cared for u to d best of my abilities..
Nak ngok ikan ku yang serba malas?? Wana c?? Take a look below..
Presenting....
My 'DEAREST' fishes.. BLUEKKKKK!!
Back to FISHY HEAVEN... Amin!
1 down... so many more to go!!! wahhahha one day.. my wish will come true... heheheheh evilzzz...
Chao den.. i gotta sleep.. gotta work tml.. Muakhs.. Tata! :)
Virgin Bola 1:12 AM
Okay... n so i'm back... after 5 days of silence.. hehe been tired la.. badan da naik immune to slack for sooo long, den bile kene up n running.. fuhh!! badan cam keropok lemau!
heheh so on Wed, went to d National Stadium to watch a soccer match.. Singapore Vs Indonesia.. Not really a fan, bt i dun hate it either.. so juz gave it a go.. Well wat to do.. mentang2 got free tix.. ape lagi? Go la! Rezeki takmo tolak woit.. hehe
Here's a confession.... I'm a VIRGIN in watching soccer at the stadium for a match! HAHHHA..
All the other school matches wateva puny shit doesn't count la ah..
A real match woi!! Jakun sei! hehehe d oni times i was at National Stadium.. lei di kire ngan KAKI gue!!
- NDP performance - Sec 1
- Rugby 7s - 2 yrs in a row
- Soccer - Just!
hhahha super pathetic lor! wawhaha
So d Jakun.. i took a video.. lol lol lol!! Yelah.. ketawekan la aku...
AMIK KORANG! TENGOK.. JGN TAK NGOK!
Walaupun hujan.. ku sanggup duduk dibawah payung merah ku.. Demi bola!! whahaha
And yet another confesssion.. weneva i happen to watch soccer on TV, my eyes would juz wonder off to the score board on d top left of d screen.. Wifout me realizing it!!
& i'd keep staring it for like 10 mins till i realise....
"Eh.. wat d fark, d score board? Bola.. bola mane bola?" hhahhah den i watch d ball for a bit.. den there d eyeballs go wondering again.. so bodoh sia!!!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
The love of my "fresh breath of 'air'.." 1:40 AM
Through the hurdles of life..
Friendships are lost, whilst new ones forged...
You bring me life..
You bring me joy n all smiles..
:) (:
Dedicated to the ones who make life sweet again..
The weekend kaki's of anything...
The never ending entertainment.......
Thank u peepz...
It's oways us..
Yours truly..
D bruders..
My 'mentel' boys.. love erm..
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So let me introduce erm...

One...

Two...
Three..
Four!!!
(sori Aji.. hehe i had to.. Can't offend ppl u noe.. hehe)
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To my dear Zan!!
More of d Nokia bus pic's..
(of course.. how can i ever leave my 'models' out..hehe)



I juz manage to get d front of d bus, forget abt d rear..
which.. is much much cooler.. hahah
ENJOY!!
Muakhs! Muakhs! Muakhs! Much love n kisses to all!
Monday, January 15, 2007
D trend now - "Ugly" 5:38 AM
Oh well.. here i am again spewing till my heart's content - my opinions n my sole say on how i see certain things... Things - dat might not bother u d least... bt i kindda find it a lil disturbing..
I TRULY APOLOGISE IF D FORTH CONTENT OFFENDS U...
NOTHING PERSONAL.... REALLY..
IT'S NOT MEANT TO TARGET ANYONE...
NOR IS IT A CONDEMNATION..
I'M JUZ BEIN' OPINIONATED..
(NOTE: u have been warned. no hard feelings, aite, everyone?)
Ever so often, nowadays, i'm shocked by news of friends or acquintances, young adults like myself, being Pregnant..
Pregnant-pregnant is fine... but pregnant unwillingly, unwanted, unwed... Ahhhh... THAT'S a total shocker...
But somehow or rather, the compelling news has been cropping up so often everywhere n can happen to anyone, that somehow d shock impact is no longer there.. Till u're so immune to d word "pregnant-unwed."
In this modern times, there's so many ppl to guide this young teenagers through this tough time and helping them get their life's back on track.. & dengan pertolongan ini jugak la yang dapat 'memujuk' ibu bapa menerime anak2 ni... Accepting the mistakes and movin' on...
Think it thru.....
Zaman dulu: D kid's would be kicked outta d house..
Unaccepted..
Disowned..
Shameful cos it's sinful..
Zaman sekarang: Family's there to support...
Accept..
Forgive but probably can't (neva eva) forget..
Move on wif life...
(how times have indeed changed tremendously.... n man, is my generation lucky!)
Yes, there's pro's to this approach of handling the situation..
"Everybody makes mistakes"
We move on... live on...
& hopin' neva to disappoint again...
But, have u EVER tot of d con's?? Ever?
For those few who know no regrets.
(i didnt apply this in general ok? read it right!)
(i was tinkin' in their shoes.. that i find this logical, practical...)
The level of acceptance and tolerance has shot up d wall... that i tink.. if i were one of these teenager's.. I would definitely take advantage of the situation.
No Doubt about it! I would.. really
Look at it this way..
'If i were to stumble and be in this situation, i'll only suffer for the initial period. Worse to worse, parent's will scream n shout, nag non-stop!! But after a lil counselling, they'll learn to accept n i'm able 2 lead my old life again.. it won't even affect my future (if i dun even have one in d 1st place, wat does it matter, rite).. They'll juz let it past. Omost as if, this hiccup neva even occur!
So this mistakes aren't that fatal, afterall..'
Wat's d purpose of Sex education anyway?? --- To freakin' EDUCATE, mind you!
But how come... the more they now they're not suppose to commit, they violate? Violate it more n more till it become contagious.. Till a trend, like this current moment, is born!
Why? Why? Why the commonness?
Yes, i know u'd say i'm rambling about empty nothing's.. If we're in a western country or of a different belief/religion, i have no right to preach cos it's a born culture.. Pregnant first....marry later... No biggie...
But what i still don't understand... is how my people, sad to say, is ignorant about d consequences..
Resist d temptation, my ladies... N guys.. hold ur horses.. Screw d wall if u have to.. Please...
For those who repent - Good for you
& neva 4get those who sacrificed..
For those who haven - May God bless U...
Dedicated to the lil life's lost along the way. May your souls rest in peace.
Wen boredom kicks in... 3:48 AM
Aite.. so here's a video of my 2 MOST favourite..
MENTEL BOYS!!
(Video's taken in the Nokia bus, 153... I call it the 'Club Transport')
Lefty: Ding Dong bell - AJI
Rightey: Ching chong peng peng - Azmi
At the very end: Who else.. - Totet la.. (another super mentel boy)
Yay!! My first ever video here... wahah so d Jakun.. dun care.. my pasal.. kwang kwang kwang :) :) :)
There's loads more to come.. wait up, ya??
Muakhs!!
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Ni La.. MELAYU.... 12:26 PM
After an evening at the movies watching
Spirit of the Victim, which i highly recommend all with brains to watch. Fully equipped wif our Nachos and super sweet and CRUNCY (~~yum yum!~) popcorns, the movie was simply a blast!
Krak-kruk-krak-kruk non-stop!
The show's full of twists and turns.. one after another infact... definitely need ur brains to put two n two together..
'Terencat2' rating = 4 outta 5!.... or isit cos aku ni lemah smangat tapi suke
banget ngan cite2 horror yg ilang akal..?? haha
Sungguh bodoh!
HAbis lengan Totet aku kejekan... haha ooopzzz Sengaje!!
Aniways... After dat, headed to Lau Pa Sat .. in d rain! Sedih kan? Ade la planning nk makan scrumptous meal & satay pat luwa... Haiz.. ujan nye pasal makan satay pat dalam.. Tkde
steam langsung!

Lau P.
Bein one who seldom's frequent Lau Pa Sat... once in a
purple moon, in fact... rembat la tempat duduk... asal bleh go je...
...Duduk...
...Menu's Came...
...Order...
....REGRET DOK!...
Bloody Neh-neh Pok tol!!
- Baby Squid = $12 !!
- BBQ Stingray = $10
Sounds reasonable for food at Lau Pa Sat kan?? Y d shit m i making such a huge hoo-haaa??
Serving's PATHETIC... PATHETIC, i tell ya
BBQ Stingray... TAK BBQ LANGSUNG!!
mepek to d core.. SLUAR DALM DORANG AH..
T.O.T.A.L R.I.P. O.F.F....
Should have taken d pix la.. damn BIG MISTAKE.. could have showed u guys.. Kalau npk.. terbeliak biji mate korang....
D baby squid served is SOOO super SIKIT.... it could have easily cost only half d price! $6 lor!! Basketball!!!
Don't patronice #01-64 n #01-65.. unless u wana b cheated la.
Ni la, yang aku katekan Melayu. Main mindset business... KEUNTUNGAN.. tu je yg dorang pikirkan.. Stupid business mentality..
Like wat i remember wat Azmi giler told me wat his lecturer said in his business class...
"D first ting u should tink about wen carving a business... UR CUSTOMERS.. how u're gonna render ur service well, so they'll come back for more." - lecturer
For one to make it big in ANY business, is to make a darn good first impression so u'll business will be known by word of mouth.. Customers are ur biggest ASSETS in business making.. they either make or break u.. Tol? BETOL!
One SUPER common trend i see in MOST Malay food stalls.
When business starts = Serving's huge and food tastes good
After a few weeks = Standard's d same and customer's satisfied
As business goes = Serving's reduced tremendously, n d taste.. deteoriorates till it's beyond recognition
They're so into profit-making that they no longer look into quality..
So far only one place i noe that has met my standards.. n i bet to many too...
Tenderfresh Chicken.. Sedap!!
Ni La, melayu... untung, untung, untung.. takkan ke mane la...
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Sedih.. Mengenangkan sikap ku.. Gembira.. Ku bertemu dengan mu.. 6:16 AM
Time on my laptop: 6.15am!
Asal aku tak tdo2 lagi? Cos i was reading, got bored, slept, woke up n read some more.. den filled up my blog.. Boring nye pasal cos Totet tdo siang cos die penat layan perangai ku yg haiz.. perangai!
So i stumbled upon a few blogs and yet other blogs and ventured thru yet another of my fren's fren's fren's blog who's also my fren, all of wich i've never discovered before till dis sudden impulse of blog surfing, .. juz reading and juz drawing dat smirk on my face until....
Until i stumble upon a name. A name which's smack in the middle of someone's Blog..
JENG JENG JENG.....
...AJA...
Huh???!!! Tak terperanjat beruk aku dibuatnye.. Hampir terjonjol biji mate ku bile terserampak ngan nama 2.. Setahu memory ku yg hopefully not failing me, penah terdengar die kate ade blogspot. Tapi da expire.. So i TOT dis was d expired blog.
"Ah, tgk aje ja.." bisik hati ku yg maseh terkejut.. tak tau kenape.. tapi jantung ni 'pause' jap.
Page loaded.. and his multiply came to view.. Ooookkayyy.. Didn't noe dat existed..
Sedih ade. Gembira pun ade.
Sedih = Totet ku!! Kenape la tak pernah emphasize u mase ade tpt utk mencoret2 liku2 kehidupan mu? Boleh ku tatap, bace dan belajar dari kesilapanku.
I noe it's my fault. My fault for not bein persevering enuf to find out.. I'm sorry.. I do care for u.. I guez i forgot this one.... It's no excuse, i noe.. i'm so sorry :(
Gembira= Ade chance gak update myself on wat goes on in ur life..
Clicked on ur 'BLOGS' tag... Click! Page Loading... Ahhhh.. There It Is...
Ade la 1, 2 muke ku on d header of his blog entries.. Wah.. Peh excited! Ingatkan nak coret2 la sikit sal gue n habak pat korang2.. Mampus!! Sebak rasa di dada.. It's like wen u tot d part abt u is comin' soon.. it ended. Rather abruptly, actually! Cume 1,2 line je pasal ku.. Disappointed.. sikit la. Tak byk, sikit je. Sumpah.. Haiz.. tak interesting ke kite? I guez nth much of me to announce to d world la ehk? Takpe.. i understand.. I hope wif time.. there'll be brighter days.. :) its ok.
Sedapku dengar playlist si Totet.. Totetku Berdansa. Riang. Ria. Gembira
Keabadian Cinta - My Fav
Hikmah - D song that drives me NUTS.. n u noe it!
My Heart - How sweet is dat story!
Suzielah - Lagu Sabtu mu
Padi & Hasrat - Isit from my mp3?
Niways.. Sambil ku mendengar, mateku di-activate.. baca.. entry after entry..
& i swear as i was reading, tears juz welled up. Filled at the corner till it can't hold.. lalu titis la air mataku.. satu per satu..
Juz a tiny wee bit small part of me was a lil sad dat u didnt mention much abt lil barney.. Not that it's important aniway.. Ur blog, ur life, ur rules & ur say.. So no biggie aite?
Tapi ape yang membuat ku betol2 sedih.... me! I make me cry! Ironic? Yesh it's true.. I make ME cry cos i was not s good to you s i noe i shld have bn. (Yes yes.. Call me a sappy toot.. go ahead..)
To those times dat i've failed u (i bet it's ever so often)... me mintak maaf. In your times of hardship and in need, i added on to that pressure and trouble u had goin on in ur life.. I guess.. Me cume kangen. Rindu dan inginkan sepenuh tumpuan dan kasih syg dari mu.
Selfishness & Jealousy was Me! -- mainly cos i dun wan anyone else to have u ... N i'm sorry.

This is now...

& This SHALL be d future. xxPromise xx
I do hope sometimes that i'd came around earlier and be part of ur early stages of growing up. To share ur laughter, ur joy, ur pain n share ur burden. To share d load.. Impian kosong saje.. Seeing u smile in those old pix, makes me tad sad to not b part of it.But, Totet... I'm thankful for what we have now and thank u for being sick and still went out for a jog on d 21 Feb 06. Thank God!I promise to treat u good.
I promise to make u smile.
I promise... till end of time!
Lotsa kisses and tears.. From me to my one n only, Totet..
Teacher? Me??!! 12:41 AM
Over at Senget's place at Sembawang to tutor her kiddo, my niece, yesterday. Poor Aleeza, baru Primary 1, 2nd week of school da kene tuition.. Well i guess Senget has her kid's best interest at heart.. I'm more of just reading a lot wif her and doin juz a pinch of Math,actually.. heheh NOTHING intensive... at least i tink it's not.. hehe

Aleeza in Pink. & Kifi d 'mentel' boy insisting he HAS to be in every pic!
The joy, utter shock and shine in Zul2's eyes = $$PRICELESS!!$$
Haiz... the pleasure of making a kid smile.. Wif juz a small gesture.. Ain't I sweet???

Aleeza, Zul2, n of coz... Kifi.. (dat's my mp3 he's pluggin' into.. )
"Ooopss.. Battery da flat la Kak Ayu! hehe"
hmmphh.. tanx ah boy! :)
I so can't wait for Friday!! Heehhe My Darl's taking off on dat day.. Juz so we can go out, on a date.. Just d 2 of us.. hehe
Yang lain2.. korang tunggu eh? Malam sikit aru kite join sama korang.. hehe JGN MARAH :)
Makes me feel like d honeymoon period again.. ehheehe
P/S: Awak!! Kite da tulis da.. siiikiiit je.. heheh lain2 kali me panjang2 kan ehk?? hehe
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Yay!! I'm finally 'IN' 4:25 PM
YESH AH!! I've finally managed to make my way in here. Stupid comp! Wasn't able to log in for a few day. Luckily there's my ever so trusted Lappy! Finally logged in.. whahhaa
Oh... Hey my bitch, Yong Quan! Thanks a bunch for helping me out aite?? It's lovely.. heheh as lovely as my bitch! wahahah muakhs! heheh 
Here he is!! Juz so ya'll noe.. hehe lovely.. :)
Heheh this entrie's for u... Lov ya!!
Thursday, January 4, 2007
Juz A Test 3:55 PM
Alright.. here i am.. giving dis a shot.. juz fiddling around to see how tings work...
testing testing 1 2 3!!!
