An Avenue for Innocent Rantings....

Malam pecah perut.. tankiew!

2009-03-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

Kepada sahabat handai ku yang hadir untuk pementasan "Market Price" by Tampines Central MAEC last Sat.. thanxs many2 for coming ya..

Yathy & Azmi... (Thanks babe for the Goreng Pisang Manis & Lembek! & Thanks Mi for suffering.. walaupun aku tau pementasan's nt ur thing. hehehe)
Fareez & Ain... (Thanks Ain kerana kene tahan perut yang berkeronchong time show.. kuat woii... hehee)
Aji & Nana... (Thanks for oways being there..)
Yan & Tina... (Thanks Tina for skipping the AGM & tanx to Yan too for d pressie!!!)
Aizad & Ayu.. (Thanks U guys for the dinner treat... tau aku ketuk lebih2 skt.. hehe)
& Aja.. (Thanks my boyfie.. for being my biggest fan.. hehehe muakhs!)

Walaupun we had a short meet up.. I enjoyed myself.. especially aksi2 korang yang merepek pat Tanjung Rhu..

Hope to c u guys soon ya!

TERROR Scouts Camp : Gym Kids

2008-12-06T06:07:00.000+08:00

Early friday morning, went for a camp briefing. This time I'm alone!! boohooo... Only 2 i knew from previous camp. Nine others were all new faces.. too bad i cant bring my friends along cos they're already enuf facilitator.. DARN!! (sorry yathy.. i tried to rope u in)

The scouts trainer brought us around the campsite and the facilities that we'll be using for the camp. The lil kids will get to play High Elements.. Scary but it'll be be good for em..

As part of our ice breaking and getting to know the games we're gonna conduct.. we played some games ourselves.. one of the cool ones is this Threadmill game.. Imagine urself as a hamster and standing in the hamster wheel.. This time there's 4 of us in this giant hamster wheel, racing against the other team! Sungguh tak glamour..

Camp will be on the 9th & 10th December.. Gotta pick up the kids up early morning.. alone!!! wah wah wah.. nasib baik only 7 kids to pick up..

Can't wait for the camp :). Sure to be crazy, fun, and mosquito itchy!!

Japanese Game Show

2008-11-10T11:40:00.000+08:00

For those of u who have yet to watch this.. WATCH IT!

kekek giler.. njoy-sing!

Thankiew for Everything..

2008-11-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

All I can say is a huge THANK U for this wonderful creation.. Gorgeous, just like you.. :)

FINALLY MOVING OUT!!!

2008-05-25T00:12:00.003+08:00

Ok guys!! I guess I shall juz make today official..

As of today, I'm shifting to http://vidayu.multiply.com/ ..

easier to manage & maintain.. hehe

To all those who have helped in my time in blogspot.. thanx a million..

To those who've tagged me along the way.. shift over ya?? hehheh

Muakhs!!!

*you're juz a memory now.. *

2008-05-23T09:32:00.002+08:00

Pakbingbing di Multiply...

Totet.. totet...

ok la.. i shall change ur name from bogeh to Totet once again.. hehe

sedap sikit di pandang :)

U're my one & only..

Reading thru ur most recent entries (yang telah berazaman berabuk!) & goin through all ur other entries.. from the fun times we had wif our frens, to the time we juz met and all the way to the time when we know of each other's existence but never really KNEW each other..

So much lovely memories shared wif u.. So many luffters & so many tears (u know y..)

U're the best thing that happened to me..

My other half that i wana have for life..

To have & to hold..

May we have many more sweet memories to share & tell..

Thank you, love...

2008-05-17T00:30:00.007+08:00

Today marks the day that i OFFICIALLY feel young again..

& today was also a day that i got to meet the legends, the old and the future potentials..

today's event was what brought us ALL together..

a FaReWeLL PaRtY for MDM TAN!!

Mdm Tan, the Teacher-In-Charge of ST JOHN in Xinmin Corp..

One of the legend cca teacher that has hung in there for so long.. 10 yrs in fact...

The teacher that was there wen i enrolled in Sec 1..

N now after so long, marks her final day in ST JOHN..

The sweetest part of the whole CORP PRESENTATION CUM FAREWELL PARTY, was when the present corp made a 'Thank You' video for her..

All (the super super senior & the present batch) gathered in the small room at Chalet H, Aloha Changi, to watch the video as a family..

Some of the seniors cried.. but me & aminah.. we got Mdm Tan's trait.. HATI BATU!!

Let me bring u to Amai's multiply for pixies... (too lazy to safe & upload! hehehe blei kan Min?)

Pictures: http://sanguinebeing.multiply.com/photos/album/48/Mrs_Tans_Farewell_Our_Reunion

I still remb the time wen i was a St John member back in the secondary school..

& up to the point where i climb my way up to the training dept & eventually became overall in charge..

My Mdm's & Sir's, along with my seniors, made life worth living & really made us to what we are today..

Nothing in this world can ever erase the 'St John' in us..

1 year of torture, 5 years of torturing & many years of fun memories..

To Quote Mr Toh Chin Leong's famous words...

"You eat, sleep, breathe, shit St John.."

"You're born as a St John member & you'll die becoming a St John ghost.."

& i can surely say without a doubt.. we all felt the same way..

"We got the St John Spirit deep in our hearts.... "

2008-05-09T21:07:00.002+08:00

IMBECILE - Individuals that have the mindset of a 7 year old..

& that very well describes you!!

to think that u're much older & you can very well distinguish between the right & the wrong..

to think that preaching endlessly, means that u're better off than that someone..

But NO!!! U're juz as bad!!

I HATE to say this.. but sometimes i'm not proud of u.. yes u might be 'well-liked' by others but that does not mean that u can jolly well take advantage of the situation..

u can't compare my life with urs..

we're worlds apart.. we're in a different situation altogether..

it's not my fault that u're in this shit.. leaving behind the old 'happenings' behind..

so stop saying that i will never understand the whole situation..

stop saying that i have no right to say/feel whatever it is...

i'm sick of giving advise..

sick of saying my piece..

cos ultimately.. it happens ALL OVER AGAIN!!!

again & again till i don't know wen..

i'm f*king pissed..

u dun & will neva noe d pain u put me thru.. then... & now..

(sorry.. aku angin satu badan.. )

*Bogeh.. tanx for being my confidant.. u're oways there when i need u the most.. thank u*

2008-05-08T12:34:00.002+08:00

I wanna go back to school but am not sure if now is the right time..

Is it way too early.. with juz 2 yrs of working experince, is it sufficient to be employable after getting my degree?

Degree in Life Science.. a definite no no cos i noe i'm not gonna succeed in the field.

Tried it, but it's like no-life kindda job.. so mite as well not plunge into a dead end..

Considering of taking business & hospitality.. But with zero experience in these areas,

would i be employable then??

Urghhh!! am torn apart.. I wanna study but i've heard of so many cases of jobless degree holders..

Should I put the studies on hold?? Put it on hold to get more experience & to stabilise my finance??

Mom is glad to help but am not sure if dad is too thrilled.. Finance.. that is always the matter..

i'm torn.. in total confusion.. totally lost in what the future behold..

2008-05-04T12:17:00.003+08:00

Healthy Lifestyle!!!

& that's the way to go.. : p hehehhe

Got up early on a Saturday morning to go for swimming at Hougang Swimming Complex with Sissies & the lil kiddos.. Dad gave us a ride there cos he & mom were on their way out..

The sun was scorching hot & an hour dipped in the pool was a good chill. It was ages ago since i last went swimming. & i was very dissapointed to know that the old entry card dispensing machine, that made creaking noise have long been replaced by the new machines..

Silent machines.. But i still prefer the old ones.. sigh!! Niway got in free so I shan't complain. :)

Kekani couldn't join in the fun cos 'Cik Fatimah' came to visit..

(too bad sissy.. next week ya?)

Dewi D was having so much fun that she refused to stay on her mushroom sheltered float. She prefered the water covering her up to the shoulders.. it was so obvious that she purposely bent forward or acted as if she would fall, juz so that she could drink the chlorine water...hahah

sicko kid!!

As for Afiq.. he's too engrossed with his Doremon 'car' float.. hehe

Had lunch at MacD's & then headed home..

After an hours rest, Bogeh called & got us both to Pasir Ris Park for cycling. AGAIN!! I LURVE cycling.. hehe.. But again, ECP wins PRP hands down anytime..

Though $6, the bike isnt that well maintained as those in ECP. & in juz 1 hour, we covered the whole of PRP, from left to right.. So dissapointing! We were actually hoping to venture a lil futher & longer than last week since this place is 'new' to us..

No matter wat, i'm goin ECP for future cycling sessions : )

An active day.. Shall try to do this often.. hehe

2008-04-28T16:41:00.003+08:00

Sunday was a blast!!

Managed to convince & drag bogeh outta the house quite early then our usual Sunday meet up..

On our attempt to stay healthy (ahem ahem).. the plan was to go cycling at ECP..

Ubin is out cos most of our frens cant make it..(darn!) & so it was juz us two.. (feewittt!)

Suppose to meet at 10 but was invited to go over his place for breakfast..

Fish curry, chix & rice.. fuyohh!! (banyak nye nak lose weight. chet!!) - Tanx mummy for inviting.. tanx bogeh & aji for having br8fast wif me.. : )

Upon reaching ECP, we both stripped down to our shorts & rented our bikes..

Two full hours of cycling up & down east coast..

The cool breeze, the warm sun burning our skins..

With our mp3's plugged on our ears, it was a lovely ride around..

Later in the evening, went down to GrandLink for some screaming session.. It was fun! After a long time (i swear) of no Karaoke-ing, this session was much awaited for..

& yes bogeh.. u sing exist songs very well.. (*cross fingers*)

Met up the rest of the gang, mainly white & yathy, & aji & nana, at Al-Ameen.

Had a rather heavy & scrumptous dinner & enjoyed the luffter after not meeting up for quite a bit. All in all, these weekend is a blast!!

Cant wait for Sunday.. A surprise party planned by the evil family.. ehehe

Let ya noe later aite. toodles!!

2008-04-24T16:54:00.008+08:00

I really don't see the need to be here anymore..

I feel so used.. so manipulated..

Used when i'm needed.. ignored when i'm not..

people mixing emotions wif work.. affecting our relationship..

arghh.. this is so frustrating & getting ugly..

too ugly..

that's not hw i wana remember things to be..

i wish there was no stress..

i wish things were like few months back..

i wish.. i wish..

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wait..

am i being overly sensitive? am i over thinking things??

I noe everyone's busy, stress out & all those shit..

but it really hurts me so..

maybe i shouldn't take wat happened so seriously..

maybe i should just brush it off & let time heal the small contusion..

i noe i'm capable of that.. but sadly, i won't forget..

& i'm afraid things will change from this moment forth..

as much as i dread it, i doubt i'll see things in the same light as before..

i'm not vengeful.. i just remember.. very well..

(so many happy things that happened the past 2o days.. but this is wat affected me most. period)

2008-04-04T16:34:00.003+08:00

Baik ah!! The weekend is omost here..

i can sssmmmmeeeelllll it!!

literally 20 minutes to weekend :)

such a long week for me. so many things to do. bapak is away for knee surgery & is already at home recovering. bt today he had to see d doc again due to allergies to pain killers.. poor bapak. I pray that u recover & come back soon & help me out solving the million & one qns teachers are throwing me!! HELP!!

so many of my fellow CCPEs have already tendered/will be tendering/tinking of tendering soon. so am i.. or should i wait till contract ends??? hmmm

this job aint that bad. It's juz that the job scope is TOOO Wide.. too wide that any damn thing can be thrown ur way.. & that is a hell alot of things!!

benefits? fuyoh.. its as good as nt having any benefits.

pay??? alamak.. dun even get us all started sia!!

searching for a job all over again.. i have 5 mths to look for it.. & hopefully, the new one has more career prospects. i wana further my studies bt i dunoe wat i wana major in. i dun wana make the same mistake again & end up nowhere. such a waste of time!! so many of us are in the same boat, yet we cant find sound solutions to our problems.. arrghh!!

tonite & this weekend will be cool. we're celebrating Baby D's 1st burfday!! yay!! no traditional cakes this year.. juz the 'in-trend' cupcakes & brownies. & guess hu's tasked to bake those.. MUA!!! YOURS TRULY!!

hahah & i do pray it tastes good..

so many games organized, so many prizes & sugar-filled goodie bags! it'll be a blast!!!

aite gtg.. time to make copies of winnie the pooh's coloring book. USING THE SCHOOL'S PHOTOCOPY MACHINE.. whahhahaha

2008-03-30T05:16:00.004+08:00

Yay!!

I've worked so hard on this new skin of mine. Kudos to me for all the hard work. Yeah it might seem easy to u guys, but it's a lotta brain crackin' for me.. What's more, i noe nuts abt HTML codes.. Whack! Trial & error is my way to success..

My bitch (Yong Quan) is not ard to gimme a hand in this.. Stupid govt! have to take hm away frm me. now i'm guru-less & i miss him so much!! (no offence, bogeh :) )

Cant wait to talk to him.. he'll be so damn proud of me! Many hours of sloggin' in front of the lappy.. changing this & dat to my liking..Bitch!! I did it ALL ON MY OWN lei!!!

few more things to add.. then it'll be officially complete..

Looking at the codes & identifying the problem areas & trying to figure them out, really feel like as tho i'm back in school.. hehe

Success!! (hehe call me 'kental' for all i care)

2008-03-28T10:34:00.002+08:00

My EV just ended like 30 mins ago.. a full hour of interrogation!! it was fun actually.. :)

the power of 4 manage to overpower the validator. we talked so much, not allowing her to ask that many questions.. hhaha

good feedback from Mdm Ee (the validator) & got praises frm Mr Njoo for my documentation filing.. Very organized.. haha of cos la very organized. i used up a lot of document divider for proper documentations.. it's nt my money, it's school property! hahaha

it was a good experience.. i've come to realise that i talk a lot during interviews.. too much in fact!!

2008-03-25T17:31:00.002+08:00

25th march..

the actual EV is nearing... my scheduled interview wif the validators..
FRIDAY! 9 AM! who the hell have the mood to be interviewed so early in d morn. my brain is still asleep sia!

was made the Team Leader for the group.. consisting mainly of the school's support staff. ICT exec, TA, Library support & myself (CCPE).
& being the leader requires u to talk more, cover up for the rest and elaborate more on their points. First things first.. we are all solo workers. meaning, theres only 1 of us in each aspect; namely IT, Library & CCA/CIP/CDP. now how the hell can i cover for them?? ahahaha

nvm.. i'm trying to psycho myself to rise to the occasion! am flattered in fact to be chosen to lead the team.. though i'm the youngest in the group, amidst of all the seasoned workers in terms of experience.

rembat la pape yang boleh di rembat sebelum kamu di rembat.. :)

in terms of my role of a CCPE & how i contribute to the school.. that i'm pretty confident cos i do it every single day for the past yr..

criterion 4 & 6 of SEM??? mampus.. rembat la.. ahhahah

2 freaking more days! reading up on all the essentials & having to know where is this & where is that.. processes.. bla bla bla.. OMG!!

i do hope we get the Autonomous Status.. after all the preparation & sweat that the teachers & staff have put it.. we betta get it.. if not.. MAMPUS!!

WISH US LUCK!!

2008-03-23T02:15:00.003+08:00

2.15am..

& so i juz got back frm the evening out.. the international frenlies: Singapore Vs Australia.. sad to say was such a bore for me.. i was actually expectg spore to get some thrashing.. well it's not that i have no faith in local sportsman.. but i guess the fate of singapore's soccer really isnt goin anywhere at all... period!

I cant say that they don't train hard. & i dare not say that the coaches arent doin a gd job..bt i really do feel that it's d players themselves who determine the final call to either make or break it. Yeah i'm pretty sure they have the outstanding flare for soccer.. but when they are CONFIDENT.. (over confident i must say), they come tumbling down. many local sportsman are like such. so ya ya papaya.. n in the end, they cant perform. haiz...

nonetheless, the fresh air in the old kallang stadium is still much appreciated...

went to The Cathay to catch 'Be Kind Rewind'. & sad to say, such a dissapointment.. utterly dissapointing..
how do i rate it?
Humour = 7 outta 10
Story line = 5 outta 10

A show that has heart.. but it's worth watching it off a $5 dvd from Sungei Road.. oppsss.. sorry.. that's how bad i'd rate it..

Ain't worth your 10 bucks!! dont say i didnt warn ya..

Till tomorrow then.. toodles.. gotta get some rest before heading out to Science Centre early tomorrow with bogeh..

2008-03-22T17:20:00.003+08:00

oh Mr. Sun.. where the heck are you? It's a saturday but here i am stuck. stranded at home not bein able to get out n do things ppl should be doin on a saturday.. it's already 5.30pm n my weekend is running out! gosh!!

the plan was to go out early after bogeh had his rest.. as oways.. that didnt happen.. a twist of weather calls for a change of event.. BORING!!!

so the plan later is to watch soccer. Singapore VS Australia.. not that i am a fan of soccer. but i'm goin for the twin's sake.. takpela.. blei ku cuci mate at the same time. org gile je main bola ngan ujan yg selebat2 nye.. takpe hari ni hari dorg.. riding in the rain.. now DAT'S FUN!!

gonna squeeze some time for a movie later tonite.. hope THAT happens too.. am juz too lazy to make prior arrangements.. things oways change.. sigh!!

Well then.. i juz gotta be adaptable to the situation..

EV interview nxt week. SHIT MAN! Just when i tot i wont be interviewed by the validators, Mr Njoo told me that i'll be interviewed under Staff Welfare Committee & my post as a CCPE.. Urghhh!! shucks!! Gotta noe my school's motto, mission & vision by hard..

Compassionate, Independence, Confidence, Integrity, Adaptability & Graciousness...

YA RITE!!

2008-03-22T01:48:00.002+08:00

Sesungguhnya aku feel left out in alot of things. Rase cam ketinggalan zaman.. Semakin hari semakin kental. Eg. bende2 IT smue aku da tak keep up. Feel very d gundu kadang2..

So many things i miss doin.. Miss feeling brainy like when back in sch..

Feel like the upgrade is essential but i neva got around UPGRADING meself!

Too comfortable with the present situation that i neva think of the future.. Silly of me. DHANG!! If only i tot of this way earlier.. Now i'm REALLY left behind..

This is what happens when u're too comfy wif what you have. Too comfortable.. Too contented..

Ni la melayu.. macam mane nak maju?? Haiz.. kental.. kental...

2008-02-29T09:14:00.003+08:00

KL..

I CAN SMELL KL FROM HERE...

fuh!! HARUMMMMMM.... mmmm....

2008-02-27T17:16:00.006+08:00

Music..

The 1 thing (out of many) that keeps me sane all day.. everyday..

My avenue of distress..

My pinch of distraction from the stress of work..

Exuding the calm antidote that i need to get by..

My saviour to keeping my head straight & getting things done one at a time.. in an orderly manner..

Much Salutes to the musicians, artists & producers for saving me..

For making the world a much better place..

2008-02-22T08:56:00.009+08:00

21st February
2nd Yr Anniversary...

Was looking forward to this day.. & was practically counting down d hours till we meet..

2nd yr anni. it was.. Simple affair, nth grand, & yet it meant juz as much to us.. It was my dinner treat to him at Earl Swensens. U deserve it.. as much as i deserve last Sat's Birthday treat.. lolxx. (thank u!)..

Hope you like the cute bear & all the chocolates i got u... Finally, u can stay off my Contennial bear! Nw u have 1 of ur own..

& all that choc will make u fat but the serotonin will help u b happy for a wk.. or two.. :)

& seeing u chomping on all that, makes me happy.. heheh

Thanks for the lovely movie.. P/S. I Love You.. (something that u guys must watch.. it's d sweetest thing ever..)

Wak, though u're not the perfect man, you're my Jerry anytime!! hmmm William is hot too!! :)

I treasure the moments.. for now.. foreva...

2008-02-22T01:32:00.009+08:00

16th February

Yet another joyous day for me.. Birthday celebration meant for juz us 2.. Aww so sweet. heheh

He gave me a ride on the Cable Car from mount faber to Sentosa... (my 2nd time)
& we ignorantly ate twister fries in front of 3 other ppl who shared d cabin wif us.. (kacau je!!!)

He bought me the photos.. (lovely, my love..)

He dragged me to take d luge & skyride.. It worried me (i dunoe y) at first.. but was loving d ride down.. & the view.. the view of Siloso Beach was simply superb from the Skyride that we were on board .. making our way up to Imbiah lookout..

He took me into Fort Siloso.. & we njoyed each others company strolling through history...

This my not be ur cuppa tea.. but this is how we like it.. Thank u love..

It doesnt matter who are.. What matters is what I am when I'm wif u...

2008-02-22T01:21:00.004+08:00

15th February

An outing dat was meant for 4 ppl ended wif juz 2.. White had to go back to camp (last min.. damn u SGT!!) & bogeh is not goin cos white isnt goin.. n then there were 2.. It was all down to Me & my twiny, Yathy.. but it was cool..

Met White, Aji & twin at Joe's for dinner.. n guess wat?? White whipped out a puma plastic bag.. They got me a white/purplish hooded Puma sweater.. SWEET!! Seriously peeps, that would be 1 of d most ex stuff i get from a fren.. This is what i call frenship!! heheh kidding... Thankz again guys..

& then we went our separate ways.. me n twiny went to Clarke Quay, Boat Quay, had choc & mudpie (the mud-diest one that i've seen n tasted..), & took tonnes of pix.. Me being her most retarded model for tasting out the functions of her camera...(read d goddamn manual will ya?? I wana noe how the STITCH thingy works!! :p). It was fun walking all around town wif her.. Though we dun meet often, i noe d bond is there.. right babe? FYI.. I'm oways here for u.. u noe dat..

Thanks for all d fun, the fat free juices, & the sinful n fattening indulgence... That's y u're my twiny...

Can't wait for our secret date on the 27th.. hehe ur turn YATHY!!

2008-02-22T01:03:00.007+08:00

14th February 08

Celebrated my 22nd Burfday on god's greatest earth.. Shared this very special day with my loved ones and my new frens from HSC..

Celebration wif d teachers...

They gave me chocs, sang me the 'song', my ZARS sisters (Didi, Sabbie & Fidah) got me this cute orange shoes from Keds.. Love em.. something different but yet, i think it's still me.. Sabbie made a beautiful burfday card for me.. simple yet so thoughtful of her.. N not forgetting the gorgeous necklaces from DIVA! So me! Sometimes it amazes me how new frens can be so attentive on ur likes and dislikes.. They really are the kind of frens that are worth havin..

You guys make work fun.. though sometimes, we all noe it's hell... ehheh

Thankx babes! Lov ya..

Celebration wif d family n my dearest bogeh...

Unknowingly, my darn sisters & my cutie pie planned a.. i must say.. a very well organized and flawlessly excuted surprise birthday dinner..

As soon as i got home.. i was whisked away to somewhere.. NO ONE bothered to tell me where we were goin.. it was as if i was toking to the wall.. & after d umpteenth time of asking, i finally figured it out.. we were heading for the NAKED FISH SHOPPE..

& there he was.. came strolling in as if nothing happened.. stupid gundu! how could i be so blind n dumb not to know u're in too in this 'evil' plan.. hehe

Had lovely dinner, njoyed the cake, the companion and the love frm my fam.. Knowing we're still together, really makes me glad..

Thanks to my evil sisters & my MR bogeh.. Thanks to the rest of my fam for being there to make me smile.. I can't thank U enuf.. :P

2008-02-19T08:56:00.002+08:00

Thank U for all the loveley Burfday Wishes..

So sweet of u guys to remb...

Too many things to tell about the wonderful days from 14th-18th...

The longest burfday Celebration ever!!

Once all the pictures are in.. I'll do the tribute..

To my loved ones!!

Bein 22 IS sweet..

2008-02-19T08:54:00.002+08:00

To all who is wondering the price of the new range of crocs, Alice.. here it is..

Alice Suede goes at $60..
Alice (normal) goes at $50...
approx $10 off from the market price..

Do let me know if you guys wana place orders k.. Old stock is also available..Juz let me know the model, color and size.. Place your orders here and once i have enuf, i'll place orders for u guys k..

Lemme noe!!

2008-01-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!!

HURRAY!!

2008-01-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

i feel so disoriented today.. am not sure y.. but am juz feeling so..
feeling a lil lost..
feeling a lil dumb.. nt bimbotic kindda dumb.. juz dumb.. d brain juz literally refuse to work.. n let d information flow..

guess it short circuit for today..

7 hrs of sleep should be more than enuf.. bt still i dunoe y..

lost.. lost.. lost..

2008-01-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

i miss my frens..
i miss my bitch..

those were the days wen life was free & easy.. carefree.. not a single thing in mind, other than p.l.a.y...

i miss the ol' school days...
days when one has to drag oneself out of bed and walked with eyes partially shut all the way to the bathroom..
days when one takes the same ride at the same time everyday to sch.. & bumping into him omost everyday..
days when singing the national anthem & saying the pledge was the highlight of the day.. hehehe
& those days that we get to go home early after school & play a game or two of catching & rounders with 'em neighbourhood kids...

the simplicity of things.. n yet it brings the greatest joy & vivid memories in our lives..

the older we grow...the more shit we have to think about.. haiz..
well i guess dat's juz life....

Crocs galore..

2008-01-15T17:25:00.001+08:00

Such a rainy, rainy week!! Geesh.. Juz when i'm about to go home, it has to pour..dhang!!

Anyways...

All you crocs lovers out there, fyi, there are some new range in store.. go ahead n check it out..

http://shop.crocs.com/c-4-Footwear.aspx?reqid=4&reqProdTypeId=4&subsectionname=footwear

This is my personal favourite. Alice range. It comes in suede too.. Has gorgeous colors like Peacock blue, Ruby red & Grape, on top of the conventional black & chocolate brown.

Please contact me for any crocs orders k? (am not earning any commission. just helping u guys get crocs at discounted prices..)

Muakhs muakhs!! Toodles..

Hey ho!!!

2008-01-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

Hello people!!

Aites.. n so i've realised it's been A.G.E.S since i last blogged. Life's been too hectic.. too many things i wana do.. too many things that i HAVE to do..

Trying to get back to the 'blogging mode'... so pardon me..

Juz a quick one..
2007 has been superb! Embarked on new journeys, made new friends, found old ones, managed to get away frm spore a couple of times..... simply lovin life..

2008's gonna be a challenging year.. i'm sure of that.. but i'll stay optimistic.. i'll try.. and uphold my motto of the 3 Cs.. To be Calm, Cool & Collective..

"The pessimist finds difficulty in every opportunity..
The optimist finds opportunity in every difficulty"

YEHAAAAAA!!

2007-07-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

Life is Shhhuuuueeett....

Patience is Virtue.. Good things are definitely worth waiting for..

Everything is finally in place where it should be..

Work's a great place to be..

& Life has neva been betta... :)

It's no longer just a J.O.B

It's d passion & drive that keeps me goin...

9 whole sessions of Inline Skating soon!!

Yesh! yesh! yesh!

Can't wait!! yahoo... *jumping for joy*

Suffering from TMJ Disorder...

2007-07-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

Oh i'm sick.. in utter pain.. arghhhh!!!

:) On MC today (yayyy!). Got away from work (luckily), not cos i want to but cos i had too.. My jaw is killing me and throbing headaches that comes with it.. fuh.. overwhelming...

I'm suffering from TMJD... Themporomandibular Joint Disorder... huge.. i noe.. :)
But let me attempt to enlighten u...

What is it?

TMJ is d small joint located in front of the ear where the skull and lower jaw meet. It is a "ball and socket" joint with a disc made of cartilage that serves as a cushion between the parts of the joint.

The blue portion is d disc. When d disc is displaced, it removes the cushioning effect between the "ball" and "socket" and can result in tenderness and pain in the joint.

The signs & symptoms?

Jaw pain and/or stiffness
Headaches, usually at the temples and side of head
Painful or tender jaw joint
Difficulty opening jaw
Pain and fatigue when eating hard or chewy foods
Clicks, pops, or grinding sound in jaw joint
Ear pain

What causes it?

These are the few contributing factors.

Bruxism - a non functional grinding and clenching of the teeth. Some do this while awake but more often it is done while sleeping. For whatever reason some people do this very hard to the point where they wear the enamel from their teeth. This bruxing is done by the jaw muscles and by the morning they can be painful due to fatigue. Bruxism is the most common factor found in TMD. (i dun remember grinding tho.. )
Emotion - Emotional stress plays a role in the development of TMD. There are two basic reasons.
a) Stress increases both the severity and duration of bruxism while asleep.
b) Many will subconsciously clench and/or grind their teeth while awake during times of stress.

Emotional conditions beyond daily life stress such as depression and anxiety disorder can contribute to TMD as well.

Ergonomic - Your job and how you do it can contribute to TMD and related problems. If you work at a computer most of d time (doesn't it sound familiar my frens?), for example, you may be holding your head in such a way that places strain on your TM system.

Alright so i'm d first CCPE to have dis.. as far as i noe dat is.. But apart from all dis, i tink i mite have chewed gum too much dat i overstrain my jaw.. WHAHAHAH STUPIDITY!!

So my dear frens, dun overstress urself.. heheh chill... & dats y i'm at home medicating myself with cartoons & junk food!! yay!! ahhaha

D start of Term 3

2007-06-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

Like many CCPEs, I too am not dat super thrilled at the beginning of term 3 tomorrow. I bet many have enjoyed the entire month of June. D school's pretty much a ghost town over the last 2 wks of june hols & it's hassle free.. hehhe it was d time for us to catch our breath.. N now is the final few hours of the last breather before term starts in full swing.. & that would also mean the work piling up...

am not totally dreading it.. juz feelin ok about it.. of cos who wouldnt wana juz stay home or do wateva they wan rather than goin to work? bt too bad.. money dun fall frm d sky.. maybe i shld marry a darn rich tycoon, & den money will flow freely to my bank accts.. hmmmm :)

Anticipating lotsa work & i've made a pact to myself to make myself more useful. to deliver more den i'm perceived to deliver and to make d step forward to initiate... theres so many things i'd like to change/suggest & implement.. & i hope d teachers are willing to help themselves too..

Cant wait to do up a proposal for MLDDS. Am planning to do a joint training for a few weeks with Springfield Sec due to lack of manpower. I'm gonnna tap on their instructor for free!! hehe so Hope Cikgu agrees to my upcoming proposal..

Got lotsa plans in my mind for Girl Guides. Activities, foot drill (my passion). Hope the VP gives me d green lite to carry on. Please!!! I hate siting around seeing them suck.. heheh

Lets make d world a better place.

To all CCPEs, let's smile & take d day a step at a time.. every error/misjudment is a learning pt in our job & our life, so its ok to suck sometimes. .

Promise only what u can... Deliver the very best..

"Dont overpromise & under-deliver..."

CROCS

2007-06-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION TO ALL CROCS LOVERS!!!

Prices of all crocs shoes will increase by $2 w.e.f. from

1st July... (from my supplier)

If you wana place orders do it asap!!

My order collection will end on d 29th June (Friday)!!

Browse thru http://shop.crocs.com/c-4-Footwear.aspx?reqid=4&reqProdTypeId=4&subsectionname=footwear to take a peek at the whole available range..

Holla me back!!

Have FUN!!

Long awaited meet up..

2007-06-20T01:16:00.001+08:00

(& so.. the power of thwee...)

Finally.. after 3 excruciating long months, i met up wif my lovely darlings... My bitches from poly.. & i guess they're gonna stay my bitches for life.. ehhe cant seem to run away from these two easy going blur cocks... heheh

one's a tall botak head n 'very tuff' boy.. heheh while another, a flat out auntie! ur typical wet market auntie.. heheh bt i love them despite their 'uniqueness'...

(auntie min & botak head :) )

The whole evening was spent pigging!! like wat else!! heheh we had dinner at ramen ten.. wich went well.. 1/2 priced waffle for dessert at Gelare didnt happen at all cos after an intense wait for seats, we were dissapointed wen they ran out of waffles!! arghhh so dumb!

so we headed down to centrepoint.. intending to have our much drooled for SHAKER FRIES!!! but yet again.. that didnt happen either... it's sold out!! arghh suckiness at its best!!

But wif d superb company i had, all that didnt went well, was still orite cos we have each other to vent our frustations on..

(& yet again.. hehe)

This are the true ppl i call frens.. unlike some plastic-ass-two-faced-biatch! backstabbing & bad mouthing at it's optimum.. oh well.. my frens will oways be there for me.. love u bitches!! see you soon!

(these are the feet that binds.. hehe we shall march together.. as one!! whahah)

1st CCPE Anniversary...

2007-06-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

Date: 14th June 2007
Venue: SAF Yatch Club (Changi)
Event: CCPE Anniversary
Time: Since blazing sun is up ur bloody head & till d cows come home... :)

It was the time where almost all the ccpe's came together to unite as one (cheh!!!), get to know one another a lil betta & simply have fun!

The view was superb & the people.. lagi super gerekz!!

D afternoon prog wasnt that bad.. I got to know ppl from my own batch & we participated in ol' school games such as hopscotch, lastic rubber bands, chapteh n yadi yadi yada... if only they had REAL retro stuff like rounders, red indian's house (rumah dayak..in translation), zero point, chongkak.. that will really bring back the kid in all of us.. too bad.. i'm not in d committee.whahha

(together wif some of my phase B buddies)

There was lotsa opportunities to mingle around.. n of cos i didnt put that to waste... i met people whom i've only met thru yahoogroups & it's amazing hw we can click so easily.. it's as if all ccpe's have d same pattern.. well almost all that is... hehe i met some from phase C1 n C2.. They're really a nice bunch of ppl.. still so fresh & have loads of energy n enthusiasm.. keep up dat energy level peeps! u'll need it .. heheh lets hope it stays up... :)

All in all, the mingling portion was d best for me.. as i expose myself to the working environment, i've learnt very much to loosen up.. smile like a kuku & say hello to any tom dick n harry that cross my path.. :)

yana!! i heard u took d whole 4kg cake home?? abeh tak tau nak share? rabak nye MC Hammer.. heheheh

(syaima! my netball kaki.. & khad! my madrasah mate.. malangnye skrg kerje se-company.. whahha)

sis's first attempt

2007-06-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

It was a lovely evening where the whole family was at home.. All 7 of us inclusive of the bro-in-law.. (bro d monster wasnt around tho.. was at pulau perhentian; snorkelling.. bitch!!)

All was hungry & sis was so excited to make her first batch of curry puffs... (They; an aspiring entrepeneurs to take over mommy's nasi lemak & epok2 business.) I took over for 3 months & now it's up to them if they wana continue it..

It was so fun to be her teacher for awhile and it was fun to see her knead the dough and making the puff.. so small and so cute... juz like d teacher.. whahahha.

(the end product!! cute... not bad for a first time!!)

hooray to sis!! u can open up a cafe n have flat plasma tv k... haha

To you...

2007-06-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

Seandainya kau yang amat ku rindu....

Endurance is the key... n i shall endure..

through thick and thin..

as promised...

happy 20th Faggot boy!!!

2007-06-03T11:01:00.000+08:00

Dis entry's for my faggot of a bro

For turning 20.. here's for u...

hahah hope u loved ur HELLO KITTY bday cake!!

May it be the BEST burfday ever.. (with dat lucky French K**z) :)

hahahhaha even the sales person at polar chuckled when we purchased that cake... hahha

so fun!!

Happy burfday Cing!!

(don't mind his half nakedness.. maklum la... aru angun tdo)

the pride n joy!!

2007-05-31T17:50:00.000+08:00

Congrats to NOI d Diva & Bro d Monster!!

The mini monster.. Dina Wafa... now over a month old.. & everyone's lovin this new member of the family...

Momma's a Diva.. Dadda's a MONSTER!!!

(god help this lil doll. may she survive the kuku-ness of her parents..)

Famously known as Wafer, she looks 99% like her dad.. too bad sis.. u didnt work hard enuff to have ur features plastered on wafer.. (except for her nose..haha)

She's the cutest & toughest lil thing... kaki rugby... leher cam batu!!

FYI.... she's a girl...

That's Wafer after having her hair totally shaved!! BOTAK HEAD!!

No amount of word's enuff to say abt this cutie pie...

She's such an angel.. The greatest thing dat happened..

May u love ur auntie oways.. WHAHAHHAHAHA

Kinky Comp

2007-05-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

I find this rather kinky.. wuuu. ehehehe

A LETTER FROM YOUR COMPUTER

You look really sexy in that...thing you've got ontonight. I like the way your eyes are always open whenyou read your E-mail. When you type, it reminds me ofa concert pianist tinkling on her keys. You reallyknow how to push the right buttons to turn me on. If Iwasn't a computer,

I'd show you what "Hard Drive"really means!

But Alas, I'm only a bundle of circuits and wires,obeying your every command. Yes, mistress! I'llbalance your checkbook. Yes, Mistress! I'll run yoursilly little program. Don't get me wrong...I like theMaster/Slave thing, but maybe just once in a while youcould show some compassion?

Maybe instead of just ramming the diskette in, youcould slide it in slowly, maybe even blow in the slotfirst. And maybe instead of just using me and turningme off when you're through, we could talk for a whileafterwards?!

I know other computers have hurt you in the past. ButI am different! I may be a little slow, but I've gota big mouse!

So come on baby, don't fight it. You know you want it.I'll just turn off the lights and...and.. What?

OK...well, will you at least think about it?

I'm so embarrassed,Your Computer.

Green Thang

2007-05-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

I HATE U..

BUT I TINK I LIKE YU...

It was because of her that i no longer became the center of attention months on end. Totet spends lesser time wif me but more time on her.

She saps him dry in the process of 'wooing' her..

She became the topic of conversation when he's wif his boys..

It's oways abt her... her.. her... and her species.. Haiz...

Dis is what i have to get use to.. Complaining doesnt help.. Hidupku sekadar menumpang.. siapa la aku untuk mengata.. ku sedar diri ku siapa..

Totet.. did u pick green for d rite reason's?? Hmmmm...

Hey u green lady.. u betta treat my Totet good.. don't u dare be a problem maker.. Or i'll trash u silly!!

Why do man ignore u wen they have their 'babies'?

So unfair!!

Tink i'll find my other source of entertainment.. whahahha.. :)

MOTHER'S DAY GIFT... Brooches & Earrings

2007-05-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yay!! i'm able to log in here wif my home PC... no longer need to steal connection juz to blog!! wuhhuuu.. hahhahaha

i noe i've been MIA-ing for ages.. now getting the blogging 'steam' up n running again..

Niways.. i'm here for a cause...

As ya'll noe, Mother's Day is juz.... around the corner.. very soon infact.

So here i am sharing some ideas on what to get for ur beloved mommy.. OR.. if u wana get for ur own self, gf... by all means go ahead!!!

A friend of mine does these on her free time... & she's selling the items if u're interested to get em...

All her items are hand made & are only limited for each design...

This brooch is goin at $14. Made of nice black pearls & japanese beads..

Visit this link if u wana see more designs
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2101194511&idx=28

This earring is selling at $15. Made of Swarovski crystals & japanese beads.

Pretty & reasonably priced if u ask me

For 31 more designs of earring... visit this link

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103337953&idx=1

If what u see is sold out, u could request for her to make another one

SPECIALLY for u!!

THE MORE U GET, THE BETTER CHANCES OF...
DISCOUNTS!!!

(i said 'better' ah.. not confirmed.. depends on the seller.. bt i'll try n help u guys too. hehe)

So watcha waiting for? start browsing now!!

Time's running out before MOTHERS DAY comes around..

U can either contact her, Seri Cai, straight at...
cai_s@hotmail.com

(i cant disclose her hp no.. hehe)

Or.. for prompt orders..

get through me, Ayu...

call me at 90460420

DON'T WAIT... START ORDERING TODAY!!!

HELLO HELLO

2007-05-03T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone out there... has been ages since i'm in.. whahah blame it on the connection. i can no longer steal my neighbours connection. whhahahah my well spoken truth..

niways, i'm now a full pledge CCPE! 1 month old in Hai Sing Catholic & i'm coping well. After the exams are over, i'll wriggle my way to the active aspect. Knowing new ppl whom i've grown to BEAR with.. ahahha

FYI.. i'm goin kota tinggi this june for a holiday! ehheehe

Oh & i've taken up an old sport.. NETBALL!! eheheh gerek

ok.. goin home nw.. haha bye!!

Kingz + the upcoming queenz

2007-03-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

Met up wif my boys & my twiny at Joe's for dinner yesterday.. It really has been ages since i last met em.. hmm say abt 2 weeks?? lamer tuhhh....

s we were enjoying dinner & caught up.. we reviewed the new Kingz!!

(dis is aja's. green is my color.. so it's ours.. hehe
kudos to azmi!! tanx bro!)

Kingz... is wat we call ourselves.. well the boys that is..

twiny.. oh twiny.. We're the Queens!!! i'll come up wif something juz for d ladies k.. heheh

niways, out of boredom, my hands were a lil itchy.. so i did this.. hehehe.. i shant say it will be part of our kingz design.. but it's to the boys.. they have the last say.. heheh

( hehe dis is d result of boredom... pardon d ameteur art.. still nds editing)

sape la kite..stakat d queens.. d designer je.. tak talented pun.. tak penting... whahhahhaha

i still have a few others in mind.. bt haven brought myself to drafting it yet..

feel free to comment/kutuk/give ideas.. hehe

tankiew tankiew!!

To the KINGZ.. & QUEENZ...

Project Super CCPE – Mutiara Hotel, JB

2007-03-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

17th & 18th of March was spent over at JB. Mutiara Hotel, to be more exact. Upon gathering at Newton Food Centre 7am that morning, we, the 4 malay girls were very much engaged in conversations. It was as if we’ve known each other for a long time.

Yana – whom i’ve known less than a month
Nurshabana – who went to Induction Training on the 15th with me
Syaima – whom I’ve neva met my whole entire life

(introducing: Ema, me, Yana & Azlina)

(the ladies.. taking every opportunity to snap some shots!
toilet pun toilet la...)

In whole, there were 17 participants. With a mixture of seasoned CCPEs & newly appointed ones just like myself.

(almost all of the participants.. cool bunch!)

Norm lesson such as Team Building, Transactional Analysis & yadi yadi yada.. were inevitable. But what was more valuable to me was the program on Life as a CCPE & sharing sessions, where real life situations were role played & we had to find ways to solve/handle them. Though it was scary to see such situations, it was a lesson well taught.

The other main highlight was the food. This camp was all about eating. Scrumptous meals. The dinner was the ultimate best. Eating lamb chop & sirloin steak for dinner!! Fuyohhh...power!!

I love my X-MEN!! Wif Farhan (Magneto) as our group leader.. he led us, Eric (Professor X), Elsie (Storm), Gregory (Wolverine), Rahman (Cyclops), Syaima (Jean Grey) & myself (Rouge), to total victory. Not in terms of winning, but in terms of gaining knowledge.

"X-MEN"
(clockwise from the orange shirt:
rahman, eric, greg, me, ema, farhan & elsie)

I made lotsa frens throughout the camp. Everyone knew everyone’s name & that made me feel good. I felt so tight…. felt like family! The 1 thing I find unique & special about the company. The she-she-P-E family!

(group shot after "Cultural Fiesta")

If I was given a chance, I’d definitely go back for another boot camp. & I bet every single one of the 17 participants feels the same way.

Words can’t fully describe my thoughts & lovely moments about the camp. It was definitely sweet.

Thanks so much to my Liyana aka MC hammer, Syaima ku yang cute (cubit la pipi ku, bukan jaw!), Nursya & Azlina (the stunning mummies), Horsey Hazre (yang balik kandang tak kluar2) & Janip the Mr Detailed… u guys were great.. hope we stay frens!!

(by the pool on the 2nd day - before being dumped in the pool...
oh dats Nursha on d extreme right)

(just before departure back home.. )

Much thanks & much love to all those who made this bootcamp
an enjoyable event!

May our new forged frenships stay strong for a long long time!!!

16th March...

2007-03-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

What to wear.. oh what to wear.. heheh

Decided to be a lil irritating today. Dressing up away from the norm, trying to give a lil shock & juz for pure fun.. heheh

(wahahha shuttup u!! dun luff at me!)

Met up wif Aja in the afternoon at around 4pm. Headed to Orchard Cineleisure for the very much awaited movie at E2 Max.!!

Since the DVD rooms were all occupied, we had to make do with the 2 PC rooms, though costing $6 more, I didn’t mind. It was once in a purple moon anyway…

Picked out the local horror flick about the hungry ghost festival, The Maid, & dined to our lovely lunch cum dinner of Turkey Bacon meal from Burger Kings!!

(pretty much satisfied & stuffed!!)

For those who have yet to visit E2 Max, please please do!! U’ll love the place as much as we ultimately do! Heheh (holla if u wan further details k..)

He bought for me these sandals after the movie! His super belated birthday gift for me.. hehe thanx awak!! I love it!!

(the very last piece for my size.. uhhh i love erm!!)

We were the first passengers in Bro & Kekani’s new car!! Suzuki Swift!! Gorgeous..

(congrats u two!!)

After sending him off to Cairnhill CC for his Dikir training, we sisters & bro headed down to Changi Airport for a late night supper at Popeye’s!! whahahha too bad u had to miss that one, awak.. next time k..

(at the viewing window)

Entertainment

2007-03-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

Was over at auntie’s place in Pasir Ris spending the whole day there last Tuesday. In the evening when bro arrived, Kekani, Yat, Adik & myself headed for Ikea Tampines for awhile..

We wanted to get for Kekani & bro this…. But unfortunately.. they ran out of the color green.. Darn… So the short period of time we had there was spent fooling around & doing dumb stuff… hahah

(toilet models!)

(bro diving thru d bin of pillows!! siao!)

Story of a rose...

2007-03-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

Red represents = True Love, Respect, Courage

3 roses simply means.. "i love u"

Brown represents = warm, comfortable feeling of wholesomeness, naturalness and dependability

That evening, was just like any other. Abu picked Tipah up from her work place, like he religiously does everytime. J

Unexpectedly, Abu whipped out a brown paper bag & presented it to Tipah with a huge smirk! A shiny wrapper stood out over the top & Tipah saw a hint of red.

What she saw, took her breathe away. 3 stalks of roses, nicely wrapped, stood erected. Never has anyone ever presented her with roses. It was just something about roses that made Tipah weak in the knees. Though to others, roses are cliché, but it represented the sincerity of his love.
Taking the very best care of those roses, trying to keep em alive for as long as she could, was the best way she knows how to show her appreciation to Abu. His love, his compassion & perseverance to win over Tipah, was simply astounding.

Day in & day out, she watered the roses. Taking care of it till it wilts helplessly.

(the wilted roses)

Though wilted & hardened, Tipah still kept the roses in the vase. Placing it on the shelf, making it the first thing she sees every morning. Unlike many others who would just toss it out the trash, the wilt roses represented something else to her. The hardened roses signify the strength of their relationship. Things do not always have to be peachy. It’s the strength that keeps their relationship alive.

It’s been a year since she kept the 3 wilted roses. & she still has it. In the glass vase… on her shelf. Sweet, ain’t it?? J

(that's them.. hehe :))

I lurpe u… to infinity.. & beyond

An almost-wonderful weekend...

2007-03-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Today however, was spent attending a rugby fren's wedding. Congrats to Nuqman for tying the knot.. Good Night, Man! :)

My parents were there too cos his parents are besties wif my parents..

My fren, Mia, who got engaged Yesterday (congrats Babe!), is engaged to Nuqman's bro, Hakim.. so she's there too!!

whahah such a huge coincidence that everybody knows everybody. This is so happening!!

I gotta get shoes for work so i asked Kekani to go shopping at Bugis.. Bro drove & mummy tagged along.... In the end, it was mummy who walked away wif d most goodies!

i got a pair of shoes...
she got 2 pairs of shoes, a pretty handbag, & a red frying pan.. WINNER...

Dinner was at Lau Pa Sat..

Mommy was so nice as to treat me to Black Pepper Crayfish.. reason being.. cos i've neva tasted crayfish & lobster in my entire life!! i was so jealous cos they got to eat scrumptous seafood in Bali last year...

Mommy said Crayfish has 2 good use to it...

1) for kids above 4 who wet their bed.. it's a good remedy
2) a PITY FOOD for those who has neva tasted it.. (makanan kesian) SEDIH SEI.. but tanx mom!!

OH! & today was my first time to a Mc Donald's drive thru.. i swear! haha i sound so idiotic now.. since no one wana drive me ard before, i've neva ordered food thru a drive thru.. :)

Thank KEKANI & BRO for bringing us around!! Muakhs!!

Saturday...

Personally invited to Xinmin's St John's Camp by CO Adrian, i went back to my home ground to take a quick peep.. Met the neva changing TICs & the wonderful bunch of juniors i use to call my own...

How they've all grown from being led to being the ones who lead... Through the years.. method's changed, approach to punishments & running of programmes has been vastly revised.

I still remember rather vividly when i was in St John back in 1999. The punishments, sweat, aches, pains & tears we had to endure juz to get thru our Saturday activities. How we had to remain in pumping positions, male style, on the hard gravel carpark under the scorching sun, for the littlest mistake that we made. How we had to redo things if beyond satisfactory..

How we much feared our seniors & dare not challenge them. Cos that would mean doubling our punishment if we do..

& how all of us prayed very hard every saturday mornings that there would not be a Changing Parade that faithful day. Our hearts raced tremendously when screamed to change from our full uniforms to our PT kit & back to our full U's, given less than 4 minutes to do so each time. Every man for himself..

Back in my days, the punishments took up 3/4 of the training.. hence not much time was left to absorb the First Aid lessons & performing the so many drill commands of the Footdrill Instructor.

The discipline was tough, but it made us a betta bunch of youths.. Sad to say, much betta than the current kids produced by the society.. Academically INTELLIGENT.. but has low endurance level, bad discipline & superb complain KINGS & QUEENS... anything u're not happy with.. go straight up to MOE.. next thing u noe, principal's in deep shit! U LIL BRATS!!

Overall, i tot Adrian did a superb job with his new approach to handling the camp. Lesser punishments & trusting them to play their part as a Trainee. Discipline was neva compromised with Sock Neng as the RSM... We'll done ya'll :)

AS UBIN WAS CANCELLED... spent my evening walking from Cathay up to Borders, made a turn to Far East & headed back down to Cathay for our show, The Messengers at 12.15 am.. 3 hours plus of walking, argh... Thanx awak! The 'torture' was great.. whahaha but... E2 MAX.. E2 MAX.. E2 MAX!! make sure reservation's for next time k.. muakhs!

(me, me & more of me... he's off dealing wif some business..
gotta entertain myself..)

Friday...

I hate Xray scans... i feel so.. so VIOLATED!!! having to take everytg off, except for the knickers, & putting on those huge blue robes & tying it around my waist.. i feel so naked!! arrghhh..

But i love having dinners & spending time with Harith...

(this is the handsome Harith.. shocked & stoned)

(with the busu & 'elephant')

How can u not love Harith?? he's so gorgeously cute, huge eyes & a smile to die for!!

Everyone else but Me..

2007-03-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

It’s so hard living in the expectations of others. Obligations you need to fulfill & duties that you just gotta do.

On one hand, there’s the family to please and the other my love and my friends. With both hands occupied with other factors other than for myself, when do I actually get the time to do wat I want. Seriously.. ???

Does life always have to be about pleasing others and obtaining social approval, that wanting to do wat u want makes u self-centered, selfish?

Yes time management is the key to all my imbalances. But understanding from both parties is what I really want. To me being understood is the answer. The only answer, in fact

You not being able to enjoy doesn’t mean I gotta stop enjoying too.. I’m young, I need my freedom. & I need to break free to do wat I wana do.. fly wherever the wind brings me & not the perceived paths of others. I’m a rebel. But weren’t u?

I don’t know how to put things in a very subtle way. This is the only way I know how. To write it all down & hopefully someone understands me.

You are/were in my shoes. U should know exactly how I feel!!

At a young age where others couldn’t give a flying fuck about the world, I made huge sacrifices that only few knew. It was d hardest hit in life & I had to suck it all up. The darkest moments where I had to be there for them but yet i wonder if anyone was really there for me. A punishment for a mistake i didnt even commit..

Fuck! I cant take it anymore!!

This is my time. My time to do wateva I want. It disheartens me when others say I’m one sided.. Being with ‘one hand’ rather than the ‘other’.

When I try so hard to please one, the other would take it as tho I dun make enuf sacrifices…

Hello!! My time has always been about others. Never about me. So don’t u dare make remarks that i don’t make sacrifices.

Damn u!!

It’s this bottled up anger that makes me a bad person. & I HATE IT!

I know how to handle myself. Juz understand me. Please.. I beg u…

I ask for nothing more..

*Only Barney accompanies me in my lonely nites to sleep*

Daddy's new ride..

2007-03-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

Tuesday nite was d nite where we all tasted daddy's new ride. His much awaited & very much bragged about, Toyota Wish..

After surveying for quotations for Sis's kitchen (it's high time u guys rombak dat green ting), we had dinner at Haig Road. Suggestions to Arnold's was declined... thanx to Mr Asmawi (party pooper!! hahah)

(us at 'Classic Ideas')

(u'd need bribery to shut dis boy up!)

Dinner was a rather painful ordeal for me actually.

"What? eating is painful for Ah Fat?"

& so dis is what would run thru my sister's minds wen they read dat previous sentence.. haha kan kan kan???

YES it's true!! D excruciating pain on my stomach before, during & after dinner made dinner not an enjoyable feast..

Barely able to stand up straight, Yat & myself scout round the carpark searching for that darn Wish...

& there it is.. a cool.. Grey ride.. super spacious (unfortunately not so for the back seats but it's still ok for me cos of d short legs), DVD player & the smell.. fuhhh.. BAU KEDAI WOI!!

NO MORE BUS RIDES FOR HARI RAYA THIS YEAR ON!!!

YAHOOOO!!! jump for joy my sistas & brada!!!

(yeeeehaaa!!)

(dat small boy has a thing for steering wheels..
can u see em?)

(out of boredom! whahah)

Min.. princes... tiara....

2007-03-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

& yet another fren turned 21st this week.. My dearest princess.. Teng Hui Min.. my other third whom i've grown to love since the poly days.. The other would be my biatch.. Yong Quan.. heehhe :) 3 of us.. a perfect match..

Oh.. also a huge congratulations to my classmate Maisarah & her husband Semiz, for tying the knot on the 3rd of March... May u guys have a blissful marriage!! Didnt manage to get any pics with her.. darn.. but they were sure gorgeous!!!

Yong Quan & myself headed to Aranda, Pasir Ris, for Min's party.. i would have died along the way travelling from Jurong East to Pasir Ris if it weren't for Kenneth who give us a lift in a cab.. Of cos splitting the cost amongst ourselves... bt it beats travelling the trecherous distance!!

Min was so nice to order Canadian Pizza juz for me.. Wahahha.. Hawaiian & Singapura Special.. all eyes were on me wen i brought out the box of pizza.. i felt so special.. whahha thanx Min!!

It was a lil sad i didnt get to taste the ice cream cake.. BOOOHOOOO!!!

1) cos we had to go offf...
2) cos the ice cream cake was tooo hard to cut.. whaha

she blew off the candles at 8.20pm.. & she later told me that the cake could only be cut at 9 plus 10.. heeheh so cute la u min... first time having ice cream cake.. now u noe ah.. :)

realli hope u like our early birthday gift to u.. use it often hor.. so i'd remind u of ME!!! whahaaaha

(our long lost Super 4 boy, myself & princess of the day!!)

(i love her tiara.. but a lil 'senget' la auntie.. :) )

hope to c u guys soon.. so we can get ourselves cupcakes as substitute to the missed ice cream cake.. whahahhhaha

Twiny's Surpirse

2007-03-06T12:34:00.000+08:00

I noe it's a lil late to post this up babe.. but i'm gonna do it anyways.. gotta let u njoy this lil video of ur sueet suprise from a sueet bunch to a sueet girl.. (& so in ur words...)

wahaha..

Date: 28th Feb
Venue: From Vivo to Cameron at lil India...

It was a rainy rainy day. The plan was to give Yati (twiny) her surprise birthday party. 25th Feb was her official day turning 21.. (no more stopping us watching SAW 21 kindda show babe!!)

After a lil twist of plan from the dear organizers.. who else but our normal clan... the boys were to get the cake & i had the wonderful honour of dating twiny out on a pouring day.. how romantic is that... hehehe..

Initial plan to surprise her out of her wits at the open roof space at Vivo turned out a failure due to the sucky weather... & the boys.. stranded at KK carpark.. great.. very great...instead of d boys coming to us.. we had to come to d boys..

so me being a damn good actress.. i cooked something up..

met Yati at Vivo, made a quick sweep into Mphosis & Forever 21 and psychoed her into eating at Cameron at Lil India.. Reason being, they have the most superb Yew Tiao.. & that's d truth..

I made her walk from Dhoby Ghaut to the eating place.. cos that's the only way i know how to get there.. i had to torture her.. else we'd get lost.. wahahha & also to steal some time.. d boys being late.. AS USUAL.. lol!!

We were both hungry but i told her to wait a lil while before we ordered food.. THAT was when she got a lil suspicious.. whahah spoiler la.. cos the boys were late..

10 mins later.. the cake & the very drenched boys arrived.. da la tak sempat take out d cake from the box... ngan plastic2 skali kasi pat birthday girl!! wahhaha cute la u 2...

it may not be that great but i hoped u like it, babe!!

thanx to the boys for braving thru the downpour & willingly got wet juz for her...

sori i had to drag u so far... but i hope it was all worth it...

MUAKHS MUAKHS MUAKHS!!! HAPPY 21st!!

Stay cheerful my dear twiny... :)

Still my Bday...

2007-02-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

Though it's been a week since my birthday, it feel's like i'm still celebrating it! hehe d longest burfday ever! Period!!

Juz got some pressies dis afternoon.. & i'm sure looking forward for more.. hehe hint hint!!

my birthday will officially end after Pipai's party. 24th Feb is his 2nd Birthday & HOPEFULLY i'm gonna celebrate my belated burday together wif him..(i'm gonna act as if it's my 2nd party :))

YAY! We're gonna get a barney cake! Yesh ah!!

(BARNEY!! BARNEY!!)

I've been waiting for this cake my whole life! No one ever got it for me.. Guess dae wan me to grow up. But i'll never get over Barney! So i'm gonna 'tompang bahagia' wif my lil Pipai.. hehe

oh shut ur trap if u're gonna say he's a gay boy.. i dun care lor! heehehe

My first party...

Date: 16th Feb
Venue: Twin's homey
Time: 4-ish

We were suppose to help Aji out to revamp his bike. & i was told to go up to their place to chill for awhile..

as i was chit chatting wif Aji & darl was in d kitchen getting me a drink, Azmi & Yati appeared from behind. d Birthday Song filled d room!!

& in their hands.. a SWENSEN'S CAKE!!! YAY!!

(My oreo ice cream Cake.. oh my darling!! Yum!)

d onli thing on my mind was to SCREAM.. & indeed i did!! Speechless... simply speechless..

if i had screamed a lil louder, Azmi would have plonked d cake right on d floor.. whahahah wat la u ching chong peng2.. Jerit sikit da mengeletar.. ehhe

Thanks to u guys for d 'evil' plan. U gave me a fright, really! Thanks for making my 21st damn meaningful, celebrating wif d best peeps.. tankiu tankiu tankiu!!!! i cant tankiu enuf..

(my 'heart-attack' crew.. nt 4-getting d photographer)

(wishing for something.. only god knoes..)

(my twin.. TI!! our ice cream cake dream became a reality!! whahah)

Loving u guys every step of d way..

My 15th February..

2007-02-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

Past midnight is my best time to blog. That's the time wen all's asleep & my bro's not home yet so he wun bug me wenever i'm using my lappy. It has oways been d best time for information to flow freely.

Someone asked, "Would u die if u dun blog tonite? U can oways do it tomorrow morning." It's not a matter of addiction. It's not whether or not blogging is a must. I treat blogging as a log of wonderful events that has happened. The lovely people around me. The kind of memories that i wana embed in my mind. Unfortunately, my time for blogging has oways been, & will always be in the wee hours.. So sorry..

Here's what i missed out..

Date: 15th Feb
Venue: Around Town
Time: After 2

The long awaited girls outing wif Yati aka my 'Twin' happened again.. yahooo!! much much sooner than expected actually..

As per normal, the munching & the shopping took place.. Well actually she bought something while i made her fat wif d Starbucks chill out session.. hehe wat's up wif me making ppl broke & fat wenever i'm out wif em.. Eating's my passion, my love. & i'd love to spread my 'love' for eating to my loved ones.. whahah (now u noe y i feed u so much, Ti...)

(Kite!!! ehhee)

(The marvelous warm Choc cake wif tonnes of whipcream..
Bahasa tol org yg serve tu..
Basketball-neh-neh-pok tol!!
but thanks!! hehe)

On our previous outing at VivoCity, we went to the RiverIsland & saw this really pretty necklace. A long Heart shaped necklace. It was rather costly.. Above $25 if i wasn't mistaken, can't remember the exact price. It was simply GEORGEOUS!! But the price really was a bit of a shocker. & wen we went to Livia at Fareast on our 2nd outing, wat a luck!! We found a replica of that lovely long heart shaped necklace!!!! not the exact same, but similar.. WAHHH....

& so i managed to persuade her into buying it.. well it cos only $14.90! if she hadn't bought it.. i'd say she's totally KUKU!!

(It was so damn hard to get her to pose for me..
I only wanted to show how nice d necklace looks, babe!
I'm not here to SELL U!! H3H3)

Well i got for myself a pair of Neckies (neckermann) too! The 1 wif the bling bling buckled strap. Cheaper than Birkie's but yet it looks very very much alike.. hehe go imitation!!! hehehehe

It's nice going out wif Yati. Getting to know her a lil betta by d day. Really d kind of friend i'd treasure.. Muakhs babe!! I c u soon ya.. Muaakhs...

My dinner date!

As Yati headed home, i bummed at Borders, reading a book, titled "POP". It's about a girl who's afraid of getting physical wif her man. Whenever she's in a relationship & wen d guy wants to get physical with her, she'd end up rejecting him & breaking it off. Hmm.. i wonder why does a girl wana do dat? hheezzz heeezzzz physical.. get physical right back!! kick em in groin or something. :)

I waited & waited for my date. late due to some shit at work.. urghhh!! i can't complain, cos it's WORK! deal with it..

(Our long awaited Fish & Co dinner! No more mint given after dinner..
Sobzz sobzz.. i oways look forward to that!)

After which, the evening ended wif a movie, Ghost Rider, at The Cathay. It didn't exactly suck, but it wasn't that superb either. I actually yawned 3 freaking times watching that show! Yawning that many times, seldom happens... Wif a simple storyline, the show was actually blah!! I know guys like the show cos of it has something to do wif bikes. Well, at least he does.. But it was boring! Offended?? opppps! That's ur prob. not mine... :)

The arts of Sasha...

2007-02-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

& so i'm over at my aunt's right now.. & am playing dis lil dress up game wif my niece.. Sasha...

INTRODUCING.. HER.. I MEAN OUR.. MOST DISGUSTING CREATION!!!

This is of Kevin Ferdeline & Britney Spears (who have gone bald very recently, crazy arse..)

wahahah... sasha's dad told her to place that snake there.. CHEEKY CHEEKY!!

here's d pic of d lil artiste.. 10 yrs old & god noes wat goes on in her head!!

Later dat night, my sis, my bro-in-law & myself kidnapped her & her brader to catch a late night movie.. Dreamgirls, 12.40am at GV Grand..

Goodbye mummy & daddy!! & off we went, reaching home only at 4am.. wahahhaah

if u wana play & get crazy.. head on down to www.heavygames.com ( over d dress up section) or u can also browse thru www.stardoll.com .. it's fun really... :)

Rummage-the-cupboard day...

2007-02-17T16:17:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i have a super2 bad habit of collating all my week's events then posting up on my blog.. DAMN SIA.. i gotta discipline myself to update this deligently & regularly.. Dat's d word.. REGULAR..

Found some photos on my phone & so i'm here to update em.. (so i can delete em from my phone. hehe)

Date: 9th Feb (so long ago... i noe :))
Time: 10-ish
Venue: Yat's room..

Yat & I were rummaging through our own cupboards to give some items for Azrin's (Ci's sis) flea market. it was definitely a good time to clean out those fully packed cupboard & it was high time we got rid of d old.. & in wif d new! That called for more shopping.. hehe wif old items outta d way, mom had no reason to nag everytime we come back home wif bags of stuff.. :) wahahaha!!

anyways.. here are some of d pics taken..

(Look at how messy Yat's cupboard is.. ISH ISH ISH.. :) as if mine's any betta.
see wat i mean by fully packed?!)

(Pipai, my model. I made him wear this tank top of mine i bought in Bangkok.
Got it for S$1 & i sold it for S$5.. whaha.. Rip off!
It was d first item to go, mind u!!)

It was very difficult to get a lot of things done wif dat lil boy running around & stepping on all d clothes on d floor n go "woahhhh..." & act as if he's gonna fall.. ding dong boy! we finally got him to sleep & that's where d real party began.. hehehe

Watch as d idiot unfolds!!!

What she's wearing...

(-her long sleeve pink lycra top from giordano

-her 'mak-mak' butterfly baju

- her white belt

-green socks wif stripes

- another stupid stripey scarf (i made her wear it)

- Ci's police cap

- Ci's full faced helmet)

& now.. d antics of the biggest fool... :)

(go ahead.. leave a tag n tell me wat u tink.. she dun mind. really..
right, Yat?! ahhahahah)

i love my family cos their idiotic in a very lovable way.. wahahahah

Today is...

2007-02-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

Today's 14th Feb..

My birthday!! Yay!! happy burfday to me!! yahoo.. a yr older & a lil wiser.. hey world, here i come! :)

i'd like to say much thanks to all hu remembered.. to all hu flooded my fone wif countless sms-es & fone calls..

to my darling.. thank's for insisting u're d first to wish me & passing d fone to ur brothers & hearing a birthday song sung by mommy.. (dat was sweet.. & such a surprise).. :)

to my buddies & whomever hu wished.. thanks so much for caring.. muakhs! i'm touched.. realli am..

it sucks wen u're bday's on a freaking weekday. no celebration. no 'feel' that u're turning a year older. dammit!!

spent d day at home baking my famous brownies.. (well famous to my frens, dat is). baking keeps me at ease. makes me feel calm wen i'm in d whole zone of baking.. hehe

luckily there was supper at jalan kayu tonight. a get together & a lil celebration wif my regular besties & my darl. thanks so much guys.. muakhs muakhs muakhs!!

hey darl.. i hope u like d Crumpler i got ya.. finally u can lay ur hands off mine! hehehe peace :P

i really got nothing much to say.. i guess d day's sapping me from energy & d hyperactiveness that i use to possess.

till next time...

The memories..

2007-02-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

To all u out there.. do you still remember this song?

I still remember singing this in my primary school days.. somehow d song give's me a sense of calmness.. real nice tune.. wat's more.. Aaron Carter's in it... hehe (i have n obsession wif him since he first came out)

Do leave me a tag n tell me how u like it.. eheheh

wat a nice day..

2007-02-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

Aite, so dis mornin' was at International Plaza, Tg Pagar for a job interview. Kindda nervous really.. cos i hate interviews.. Luckily, the interviewer.. was really nice n young.. Friendly, & wat's ultimately shocking was wen i found out dat she was also from my same course, & n done her poly attachment at the same NUS lab, & under d same PI, Allan Yeo & working wif d same ppl.. So before d interview started, we talked about our old attachment place for a lil bit.. HOW COOL IS DAT?? such a small world.. hehehe

niways.. d interview for the post of CCPE (co-curriculum programme executive) very well, thank u..

she was doubtful initially, cos my dip wasnt related to dis field.. but after showing her my CCA records thru d years.. i could see her eyes widened.. dat's DEFINITELY a GOOD sign!!

heheh really really really hope i can land dis job offer.. Though training's gonna start in June cos MOE only accepts us in batches, i'm so willing to wait..

& Tact Management agency is so damn nice dat they've offered to find a part time job for us.. Juz to occupy our empty days till they officially complete the 30 available spots.. hehehe SO CANT WAIT! pray for me ya...

Yati's interview was straight after mine.. & i really pray she'd get it too.. So our orientation wld be together wif Yana.. & dat would be a total havoc!! hehee

after breakfast, headed out to get a lil somethin' for a lil someone for dat particular day... eheheh u'll know soon enuf ya.. juz u wait.. patience is virtue.. hehehe muakhs!!

Later, set out to Ikea Tampines where i met my sissies, bro-in-law & my deareast Pipai.. Mommy decided to back out at d last min.. damn lazy la my mother.. chetz!!! It was my long awaited outing wif bof my sisters.. & i miss my prego so so much!

Here's Pipai makin' himself at home at d Bed section..
(he imitates d way i lie down in bed wen i watch d TV... so tiut!)

In 1 of d show room..
(Boy! spoiler la u!)

Yat learning d art of taking pic from a mirror reflection..
(rembatz je la.. ape susah nah? hehe)

& so we ended d day wif lotsa eating & comin home to a lil nap in my room.. whahaha

Lov ya, sissies.. & prego.. MELETUP LA CEPAT!! tak sabar nak fill d kid's early days wif my lovely BARNEY!! Yes d GAY purple dinosaur if u wish.. so wat if he's GAY.. i don't care.. GAY's cool.. n i like GAYs.. (awak, takmo jeles eh.. memain je... eheh)..

wahaahha i so love Barney!! i've already infected one (pipai) wif my obsession since i was young.. i shall infect yet another wif my love for things dat u all hate.. wahahhaa

hmmm maybe wen they grow up.. i shall introduce "DAYS OF OUR LIVES.."

how bout dat, aye??

hmmmmmmmmmm

(evil grinz...)

New found fwen...

2007-02-07T12:32:00.000+08:00

On sat, me n Yati (my new found twin.. tembam pun same), went out on a lil gal outing trip.. NO BOYS ALLOWED.. hehe

the guys were out on a bike hunt...

we.. busy wif mall hopping n shopping n eating.. well dat's wat girl's do best aniway.. hehe

from shoppin at bugis .. to venturing thru the shops at VivoCity.. shopping was inevitable n i made her broke.. well it was only fair since she was making me fat wif all that eating...

Drinking low-fat smoothies from Boost Juice & eating a huge bag of BBQ lays!! whahaha banyak nye nak diet eh, yati? :)

We ended d day wif enjoying d breeze n juz talked, getting to noe each other, at the Vivo roof area.. or wateva u call it..

oh.. n we got d same Forever 21 top.. bof fell in love wif it at d first glance.. hehehe (ni la org yg takde twin nak step jadi twins.. heeheh)

Here's a pic of us at Starbucks d nite before..
(yes yes.. we look chubby... but heck la! it's d only pic i have.. hehe)

Amidst all d fun, i forgot to take pics of us on dat day.. DAMMIT!! heheh

got home.. & i took pics of myself! whahah how vain!! wif d top i got from topshop wif YQ few days before.. ehhehe

how vain... how vain.. heheeh

East Coast was the place to be on Sunday. After lunch at McD wif Totet, Azmi, Faris, Aji n Nana we headed to d beach for some Taiti n more tenggelam timbul moments!! hehe its been so long since dis body n feet savoured d salty sea water n d gooey soft sand bed (yhuchz).. hehe

& i polished Faris's bladding skills too!! N i got to get myself on blades after so damn long!! I miss my darlings at SITC!! sobz.. :(

Niways.. cant wait for 10 Feb.. Ubin day! Cycling up n down dat lovely island.. after waiting for so long.. i hear Ubin callin me already.. hehe YAY!!!

A lil trip wif my.. B**CH..

2007-02-06T01:22:00.000+08:00

Last week, met up wif my Bitch out of boredom. He from Kallang, me from a bus stop at Toa Payoh supposedly on my way home after accompanying Azmi to TTSH.

Starting wif our meet up at Orchard, i dragged YQ around to survey a lil somethin' for someone.. i wun say hu specifically.. but juz someone.. so if u perasaan.... den it should b u la.. hehehe idiot hor?!

From Orchard to FarEast den headed down to Marina Square.. where all d shopping ultimately begins.. hehehe

It took us ages to get out of Topshop/Topman to get wat we yearn for..

- a gorgeous long sleeved shirt for him..
- a nice long sleeve pull over and another top for myself...

A lil later.. we went up to Fourskin..

- a handphone cover for him..
- a pair of $6.90 slippers for myself.. waiting for someone to get me nice slippers.. *hint hint* :)

Then headed to Mustaffa Centre at like 10pm to complete one of my survey missions.. hehe damn that place was full of 'their ppl'. It being Thaipusam n all.. dammit! but wif d presence of several police officers at d field.. i felt a lil safe suddenly.. whahaha lame!!

Pic 1: At marina square.. Wanted to focus a lil more on d back piece.. FAILED!Pic 2: In one of d beg alleys in Mustafa Centre.. Pic 3: A kinky cup i stumbled upon. hehe GGRRRRRPic 4: Sideview of d huge n juicy berdengdengzzz... :)

hey hey hey!!!

2007-02-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

WELL HELLO!!!

Oh yes... i'm finally back.. after so long.. hehe bet no one missed me... so it's ok..

So this entrie's a lil update of wat has been goin on lately in my mundane life.. :) nth out of d ordinary.. no brad pitt knocking on my door.. nt dat i'm angelina or aniting.. kwang kwang kwang...

This was d departure pic.. Didnt have 1 of my parents comin' back.. Blame it on excitement..

The night after wen my parents unpacked n sorted out stuff to give out, we found d box full of HENNA tubes that mummy bought from Mecca.. Wif my parents fast asleep, Yat (my sis) n myself ventured back to our 'tattoo' days.. .. hehehehe

Yat's effort.. right down my right wrist.. pretty huh?

& a lil somethin' on my foot.. D smudge was a spoiler!

Shucks!!

Here's a lil video of d process.. Presenting....(drum rolllz) D Tattoo Artiste... heheh

But after like 15 mins.. i HAD to wash d Henna off.. Thanx to Yat for smudging it.. hehe as a result.. d BEAUTIFUL tattoo lasted for only3 days.. ehehehe cian Yat.. Buang karen jek!!

Check out my Slide Show!

2007-02-05T13:59:00.001+08:00

Here fishy fishy fishy....

2007-01-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

Memandangkan aku tak pooopeet poopeett pat sini for so long.. NAH!!! Let u'll drown in bof my entries.. yes these are rather stupid, damn bo liao entries.. i got nothing to complain about.. well... NOT juz as yet dat is... eheehehehhe

So i juz got back from a late dinner at Mak's Place in Kembangan wif d group... got back home.. n was so damn bloody shocked to see 1 of my fattest, biggest n oldest fish......

TERBALIK!!!

Oh tidak!! Mampus la aku.. 'Anak' mak aku yang ke brape pun aku tak tau.. ehhee terbalik woit!! Pas 2 terselit pat tepi lak.. waduh waduh.. GAWAT!!

Wahai Ibu ku yang jauh di Medinah, anak mama da kojol!! hehe (yesh ah! How i've been wanting to dump d fishes.. menyemak lak.. buang air je) hehe

But i swore dis fish died on it's own k? Hmmmmm... of old age?? i tink so la..

I washed d tank regularly, feed em dutifully... n yet u still die?? Ain't my fault ah.. i've cared for u to d best of my abilities..

Nak ngok ikan ku yang serba malas?? Wana c?? Take a look below..

Presenting....

My 'DEAREST' fishes.. BLUEKKKKK!!

Back to FISHY HEAVEN... Amin!

1 down... so many more to go!!! wahhahha one day.. my wish will come true... heheheheh evilzzz...

Chao den.. i gotta sleep.. gotta work tml.. Muakhs.. Tata! :)

Virgin Bola

2007-01-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

Okay... n so i'm back... after 5 days of silence.. hehe been tired la.. badan da naik immune to slack for sooo long, den bile kene up n running.. fuhh!! badan cam keropok lemau!

heheh so on Wed, went to d National Stadium to watch a soccer match.. Singapore Vs Indonesia.. Not really a fan, bt i dun hate it either.. so juz gave it a go.. Well wat to do.. mentang2 got free tix.. ape lagi? Go la! Rezeki takmo tolak woit.. hehe

Here's a confession.... I'm a VIRGIN in watching soccer at the stadium for a match! HAHHHA..
All the other school matches wateva puny shit doesn't count la ah..

A real match woi!! Jakun sei! hehehe d oni times i was at National Stadium.. lei di kire ngan KAKI gue!!

NDP performance - Sec 1
Rugby 7s - 2 yrs in a row
Soccer - Just!

hhahha super pathetic lor! wawhaha

So d Jakun.. i took a video.. lol lol lol!! Yelah.. ketawekan la aku...

AMIK KORANG! TENGOK.. JGN TAK NGOK!

Walaupun hujan.. ku sanggup duduk dibawah payung merah ku.. Demi bola!! whahaha

And yet another confesssion.. weneva i happen to watch soccer on TV, my eyes would juz wonder off to the score board on d top left of d screen.. Wifout me realizing it!!

& i'd keep staring it for like 10 mins till i realise....

"Eh.. wat d fark, d score board? Bola.. bola mane bola?" hhahhah den i watch d ball for a bit.. den there d eyeballs go wondering again.. so bodoh sia!!!

The love of my "fresh breath of 'air'.."

2007-01-16T01:40:00.000+08:00

Through the hurdles of life..

Friendships are lost, whilst new ones forged...

You bring me life..

You bring me joy n all smiles..

:) (:

Dedicated to the ones who make life sweet again..

The weekend kaki's of anything...

The never ending entertainment.......

Thank u peepz...

It's oways us..

Yours truly..

D bruders..

My 'mentel' boys.. love erm..

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So let me introduce erm...

One...

Two...

Three..

Four!!!

(sori Aji.. hehe i had to.. Can't offend ppl u noe.. hehe)

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To my dear Zan!!

More of d Nokia bus pic's..

(of course.. how can i ever leave my 'models' out..hehe)

I juz manage to get d front of d bus, forget abt d rear..

which.. is much much cooler.. hahah

ENJOY!!

Muakhs! Muakhs! Muakhs! Much love n kisses to all!

D trend now - "Ugly"

2007-01-15T05:38:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. here i am again spewing till my heart's content - my opinions n my sole say on how i see certain things... Things - dat might not bother u d least... bt i kindda find it a lil disturbing..

I TRULY APOLOGISE IF D FORTH CONTENT OFFENDS U...
NOTHING PERSONAL.... REALLY..
IT'S NOT MEANT TO TARGET ANYONE...
NOR IS IT A CONDEMNATION..
I'M JUZ BEIN' OPINIONATED..
(NOTE: u have been warned. no hard feelings, aite, everyone?)

Ever so often, nowadays, i'm shocked by news of friends or acquintances, young adults like myself, being Pregnant..

Pregnant-pregnant is fine... but pregnant unwillingly, unwanted, unwed... Ahhhh... THAT'S a total shocker...

But somehow or rather, the compelling news has been cropping up so often everywhere n can happen to anyone, that somehow d shock impact is no longer there.. Till u're so immune to d word "pregnant-unwed."

In this modern times, there's so many ppl to guide this young teenagers through this tough time and helping them get their life's back on track.. & dengan pertolongan ini jugak la yang dapat 'memujuk' ibu bapa menerime anak2 ni... Accepting the mistakes and movin' on...

Think it thru.....

Zaman dulu: D kid's would be kicked outta d house..
Unaccepted..
Disowned..
Shameful cos it's sinful..

Zaman sekarang: Family's there to support...
Accept..
Forgive but probably can't (neva eva) forget..
Move on wif life...

(how times have indeed changed tremendously.... n man, is my generation lucky!)

Yes, there's pro's to this approach of handling the situation..

"Everybody makes mistakes"
We move on... live on...
& hopin' neva to disappoint again...

But, have u EVER tot of d con's?? Ever?

For those few who know no regrets.
(i didnt apply this in general ok? read it right!)

(i was tinkin' in their shoes.. that i find this logical, practical...)

The level of acceptance and tolerance has shot up d wall... that i tink.. if i were one of these teenager's.. I would definitely take advantage of the situation.

No Doubt about it! I would.. really

Look at it this way..

'If i were to stumble and be in this situation, i'll only suffer for the initial period. Worse to worse, parent's will scream n shout, nag non-stop!! But after a lil counselling, they'll learn to accept n i'm able 2 lead my old life again.. it won't even affect my future (if i dun even have one in d 1st place, wat does it matter, rite).. They'll juz let it past. Omost as if, this hiccup neva even occur!

So this mistakes aren't that fatal, afterall..'

Wat's d purpose of Sex education anyway?? --- To freakin' EDUCATE, mind you!

But how come... the more they now they're not suppose to commit, they violate? Violate it more n more till it become contagious.. Till a trend, like this current moment, is born!

Why? Why? Why the commonness?

Yes, i know u'd say i'm rambling about empty nothing's.. If we're in a western country or of a different belief/religion, i have no right to preach cos it's a born culture.. Pregnant first....marry later... No biggie...

But what i still don't understand... is how my people, sad to say, is ignorant about d consequences..

Resist d temptation, my ladies... N guys.. hold ur horses.. Screw d wall if u have to.. Please...

For those who repent - Good for you
& neva 4get those who sacrificed..
For those who haven - May God bless U...

Dedicated to the lil life's lost along the way. May your souls rest in peace.

Wen boredom kicks in...

2007-01-15T03:48:00.000+08:00

Aite.. so here's a video of my 2 MOST favourite..

MENTEL BOYS!!

(Video's taken in the Nokia bus, 153... I call it the 'Club Transport')

Lefty: Ding Dong bell - AJI

Rightey: Ching chong peng peng - Azmi

At the very end: Who else.. - Totet la.. (another super mentel boy)

Yay!! My first ever video here... wahah so d Jakun.. dun care.. my pasal.. kwang kwang kwang :) :) :)

There's loads more to come.. wait up, ya??

Muakhs!!

Ni La.. MELAYU....

2007-01-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

After an evening at the movies watching Spirit of the Victim, which i highly recommend all with brains to watch. Fully equipped wif our Nachos and super sweet and CRUNCY (~~yum yum!~) popcorns, the movie was simply a blast! Krak-kruk-krak-kruk non-stop!

The show's full of twists and turns.. one after another infact... definitely need ur brains to put two n two together..
'Terencat2' rating = 4 outta 5!.... or isit cos aku ni lemah smangat tapi suke banget ngan cite2 horror yg ilang akal..?? haha Sungguh bodoh!
HAbis lengan Totet aku kejekan... haha ooopzzz Sengaje!!

Aniways... After dat, headed to Lau Pa Sat .. in d rain! Sedih kan? Ade la planning nk makan scrumptous meal & satay pat luwa... Haiz.. ujan nye pasal makan satay pat dalam.. Tkde steam langsung!

Lau P.

Bein one who seldom's frequent Lau Pa Sat... once in a purple moon, in fact... rembat la tempat duduk... asal bleh go je...

...Duduk...

...Menu's Came...

...Order...

....REGRET DOK!...

Bloody Neh-neh Pok tol!!

Baby Squid = $12 !!
BBQ Stingray = $10

Sounds reasonable for food at Lau Pa Sat kan?? Y d shit m i making such a huge hoo-haaa??

Serving's PATHETIC... PATHETIC, i tell ya

BBQ Stingray... TAK BBQ LANGSUNG!!

mepek to d core.. SLUAR DALM DORANG AH..

T.O.T.A.L R.I.P. O.F.F....

Should have taken d pix la.. damn BIG MISTAKE.. could have showed u guys.. Kalau npk.. terbeliak biji mate korang....

D baby squid served is SOOO super SIKIT.... it could have easily cost only half d price! $6 lor!! Basketball!!!

Don't patronice #01-64 n #01-65.. unless u wana b cheated la.

Ni la, yang aku katekan Melayu. Main mindset business... KEUNTUNGAN.. tu je yg dorang pikirkan.. Stupid business mentality..

Like wat i remember wat Azmi giler told me wat his lecturer said in his business class...

"D first ting u should tink about wen carving a business... UR CUSTOMERS.. how u're gonna render ur service well, so they'll come back for more." - lecturer

For one to make it big in ANY business, is to make a darn good first impression so u'll business will be known by word of mouth.. Customers are ur biggest ASSETS in business making.. they either make or break u.. Tol? BETOL!

One SUPER common trend i see in MOST Malay food stalls.

When business starts = Serving's huge and food tastes good
After a few weeks = Standard's d same and customer's satisfied
As business goes = Serving's reduced tremendously, n d taste.. deteoriorates till it's beyond recognition

They're so into profit-making that they no longer look into quality..

So far only one place i noe that has met my standards.. n i bet to many too...

Tenderfresh Chicken.. Sedap!!

Ni La, melayu... untung, untung, untung.. takkan ke mane la...

Sedih.. Mengenangkan sikap ku.. Gembira.. Ku bertemu dengan mu..

2007-01-11T06:16:00.000+08:00

Time on my laptop: 6.15am!

Asal aku tak tdo2 lagi? Cos i was reading, got bored, slept, woke up n read some more.. den filled up my blog.. Boring nye pasal cos Totet tdo siang cos die penat layan perangai ku yg haiz.. perangai!

So i stumbled upon a few blogs and yet other blogs and ventured thru yet another of my fren's fren's fren's blog who's also my fren, all of wich i've never discovered before till dis sudden impulse of blog surfing, .. juz reading and juz drawing dat smirk on my face until....

Until i stumble upon a name. A name which's smack in the middle of someone's Blog..

JENG JENG JENG.....

...AJA...

Huh???!!! Tak terperanjat beruk aku dibuatnye.. Hampir terjonjol biji mate ku bile terserampak ngan nama 2.. Setahu memory ku yg hopefully not failing me, penah terdengar die kate ade blogspot. Tapi da expire.. So i TOT dis was d expired blog.

"Ah, tgk aje ja.." bisik hati ku yg maseh terkejut.. tak tau kenape.. tapi jantung ni 'pause' jap.

Page loaded.. and his multiply came to view.. Ooookkayyy.. Didn't noe dat existed..

Sedih ade. Gembira pun ade.
Sedih = Totet ku!! Kenape la tak pernah emphasize u mase ade tpt utk mencoret2 liku2 kehidupan mu? Boleh ku tatap, bace dan belajar dari kesilapanku.
I noe it's my fault. My fault for not bein persevering enuf to find out.. I'm sorry.. I do care for u.. I guez i forgot this one.... It's no excuse, i noe.. i'm so sorry :(
Gembira= Ade chance gak update myself on wat goes on in ur life..

Clicked on ur 'BLOGS' tag... Click! Page Loading... Ahhhh.. There It Is...

Ade la 1, 2 muke ku on d header of his blog entries.. Wah.. Peh excited! Ingatkan nak coret2 la sikit sal gue n habak pat korang2.. Mampus!! Sebak rasa di dada.. It's like wen u tot d part abt u is comin' soon.. it ended. Rather abruptly, actually! Cume 1,2 line je pasal ku.. Disappointed.. sikit la. Tak byk, sikit je. Sumpah.. Haiz.. tak interesting ke kite? I guez nth much of me to announce to d world la ehk? Takpe.. i understand.. I hope wif time.. there'll be brighter days.. :) its ok.

Sedapku dengar playlist si Totet.. Totetku Berdansa. Riang. Ria. Gembira

Keabadian Cinta - My Fav

Hikmah - D song that drives me NUTS.. n u noe it!

My Heart - How sweet is dat story!

Suzielah - Lagu Sabtu mu

Padi & Hasrat - Isit from my mp3?

Niways.. Sambil ku mendengar, mateku di-activate.. baca.. entry after entry..

& i swear as i was reading, tears juz welled up. Filled at the corner till it can't hold.. lalu titis la air mataku.. satu per satu..

Juz a tiny wee bit small part of me was a lil sad dat u didnt mention much abt lil barney.. Not that it's important aniway.. Ur blog, ur life, ur rules & ur say.. So no biggie aite?

Tapi ape yang membuat ku betol2 sedih.... me! I make me cry! Ironic? Yesh it's true.. I make ME cry cos i was not s good to you s i noe i shld have bn. (Yes yes.. Call me a sappy toot.. go ahead..)

To those times dat i've failed u (i bet it's ever so often)... me mintak maaf. In your times of hardship and in need, i added on to that pressure and trouble u had goin on in ur life.. I guess.. Me cume kangen. Rindu dan inginkan sepenuh tumpuan dan kasih syg dari mu.

Selfishness & Jealousy was Me! -- mainly cos i dun wan anyone else to have u ... N i'm sorry.

This is now...

& This SHALL be d future. xxPromise xx

I do hope sometimes that i'd came around earlier and be part of ur early stages of growing up. To share ur laughter, ur joy, ur pain n share ur burden. To share d load..

Impian kosong saje.. Seeing u smile in those old pix, makes me tad sad to not b part of it.

But, Totet... I'm thankful for what we have now and thank u for being sick and still went out for a jog on d 21 Feb 06. Thank God!

I promise to treat u good.

I promise to make u smile.

I promise... till end of time!

Lotsa kisses and tears.. From me to my one n only, Totet..

Teacher? Me??!!

2007-01-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

Over at Senget's place at Sembawang to tutor her kiddo, my niece, yesterday. Poor Aleeza, baru Primary 1, 2nd week of school da kene tuition..

Well i guess Senget has her kid's best interest at heart.. I'm more of just reading a lot wif her and doin juz a pinch of Math,actually.. heheh NOTHING intensive... at least i tink it's not.. hehe

Aleeza in Pink. & Kifi d 'mentel' boy insisting he HAS to be in every pic!

2 Goosebumps by R.L. Stine (2nd hand) = $4
1 Enid Blyton book (also 2nd hand) = $1

The joy, utter shock and shine in Zul2's eyes = $$PRICELESS!!$$

Haiz... the pleasure of making a kid smile.. Wif juz a small gesture.. Ain't I sweet???

Aleeza, Zul2, n of coz... Kifi.. (dat's my mp3 he's pluggin' into.. )

"Ooopss.. Battery da flat la Kak Ayu! hehe"

hmmphh.. tanx ah boy! :)

I so can't wait for Friday!! Heehhe My Darl's taking off on dat day.. Juz so we can go out, on a date.. Just d 2 of us.. hehe

Yang lain2.. korang tunggu eh? Malam sikit aru kite join sama korang.. hehe JGN MARAH :)

Makes me feel like d honeymoon period again.. ehheehe

P/S: Awak!! Kite da tulis da.. siiikiiit je.. heheh lain2 kali me panjang2 kan ehk?? hehe

Yay!! I'm finally 'IN'

2007-01-10T16:25:00.000+08:00

YESH AH!! I've finally managed to make my way in here. Stupid comp! Wasn't able to log in for a few day. Luckily there's my ever so trusted Lappy! Finally logged in.. whahhaa

Oh... Hey my bitch, Yong Quan! Thanks a bunch for helping me out aite?? It's lovely.. heheh as lovely as my bitch! wahahah muakhs! heheh

Here he is!! Juz so ya'll noe.. hehe lovely.. :)

Heheh this entrie's for u... Lov ya!!

Juz A Test

2007-01-04T15:55:00.000+08:00

Alright.. here i am.. giving dis a shot.. juz fiddling around to see how tings work...
testing testing 1 2 3!!!